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About Me

im a poetically drowning soul with a winged heart. i cherish my brooding moments and live for dark summer nights entwined with a glass of blood red wine. emo music by candlelight sets my loins on fire and before summer fades each year, i allow myself at least two naked dances in the forest. still, im not truely goth nor am i of the witchly nature, just a strange, free spirit. loving the light. embracing the dark. living the life.on the flip side, im a nacho eatin and pabst drinkin fiend. i graduated from UW with my BA in psychology and i have OCD. i know who i am but still searching to become more. im very animated and touch people when i talk. im pretty blunt and not the type of person to bite my tongue. i swear alot. i love people who spell correctly and use proper grammar. im not living my life to impress you so dont expect much from me. im not a girly girl: i burp, fart and sometimes blow snot rockets in the shower. however, my biggest pet peve is wearing open toed shoes with unpainted toe nails AND socks with sandals! i [wear n] love exagerated eye make up. i love the sound of laughter and sight of smiles-its all contagious. my heart goes out to everything. i love kids, but im not popping out puppies any time soon; thats why im a nanny. im a vegetarian. im a sucker for animals, but i can do with out seeing a snake for the rest of my life; and i hate spiders, all of them. im an imperfect person and i dont try to be perfect. im a total clutz; ive fallen, tripped and ran into things more times than i can count the scars i have left from those incidents. im embarrassing but dont get embarrassed. when im nervous, i pretend im chewing gum. i have a great sense of direction. i got my drivers license when i was 23. i have road rage. and i hate inappropriate windshield wiper speeds during the rain. i love jumping in water with my clothes on...even with out them on too (especially after a night of drinking). but i hate water, fish fuck in it. im very organized but love being spontaneous. im so effing sarcastic but unbelieveabley gullabull. im athletic and love being active-a good run or bike ride cures a lot; but sitting around in my pjs all day is wonderous too. im a romantic but am very cautious with my heart but i have found love. i love video games and pretend im really good when im not. i love all sorts of music but cant play a single instrument nor carry a tune. im told im witty, and i didnt know what the word meant. i love my family and friends deeply and i will defend them to the end; they mean the world to me.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

daydreamers and people who like themselves, but not overly. those who are comfortable in their own skin, who understand that humor is a strength, not a weakness, who are living for themselves - not following the crowd. who are not afraid to make a stand for what they believe in. those who perceive and recognize the meaning of truth and friendship. who strive for the better, but not the best. those who i dont see eye to eye with, so we can meet in the middle and make compromise and good conversation.

My Blog

bricks and paths

when it happened, i thought it all ended so fast and with out reason. i felt like we had so much left to experience together in life, whether that was to be as friends or intimate lovers. you were my ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 13:22:00 GMT

drip, drip, drip

i'll stand at the waters edge and wait for that wave that i've been patiently waiting for all along. to pull me down deep into it's salty belly...down to the nitty gritty sand to sluff away the skin i...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 13:27:00 GMT

maps

Maps by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs (and then some)Pack up;Im straight; Enough;Oh say, say, say;Oh say, say, say;Oh say, say, say;Oh say, say, say;Oh say, say, say Wait, they dont love you like I love you;A...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jan 2009 08:42:00 GMT

finaly, OBAMA

finally, we can sing this song proudly, due to a new beginning, a progress we believe in and are striving for behind a man of hope. a man who represents where this country is going and where it can ca...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 09:47:00 GMT

goodbye my almost lover

for those who know me really well, know that ive recently had my heart shattered, unexpectedly. from this, ive questioned everything about myself and my entire life of the past 3 years that i spent wi...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 12:32:00 GMT

snow patrol’s "chocolate"

This could be the very minuteI'm aware I'm aliveAll these places feel like homeWith a name I'd never chosenI can make my first stepsAs a child of 25This is the straw, final straw in theRoof of my mout...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 19:21:00 GMT

Heavy Headed Dog

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Posted by on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 10:49:00 GMT

why im a vegetarian: meet your meat

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Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 10:22:00 GMT

ode to thursday nights: welcome back jillian

so our loverly girl jillian isla joe nelson has returned! but not indefinitely, just a short visit of about a week. but its better than nothing and we are so glad she has returned to us!! so, in the ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 13:35:00 GMT

goodbye jillian isla jo nelson

for all of you who dont know; our lil jilly billy bean is growing up and in love. she has left all of us in the cra-zay seatown to go to long beach, california to live in a studio-loft beach bungalo ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 11:27:00 GMT