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And Maybe If My ♥ Heart ♥ Stops Beating, It Wont Hurt So Much

About Me

hmm what to say about me... well for those of u who dont kno my name is steph im 20 and yes thats right im a mommy... and no not a slut who messed up.. just a girl who thought she was in love and things would be ok.... well turns out life isnt perfect.. but for me its damn close i love my son to death and i wouldnt trade him for the world... my long lost dream is to be a singer... even tho it will probably never happen a girl can still dream... i long to stand on stage and have millions of eyes on me and only me..... i live in a little tiny town which i say i hate but i cant bring myself to leave. i want someone to love me... im just not sure who yet or if ill ever find that someone ♥ i love my friends and i miss them.. i hate work i love music... besides my kid its my life and my passion.... i want to play guitar but im not that skilled.... i love to write songs even if they are stupid... i miss high school more then i could ever imagen but only because i got to see everyone everyday and we never had anything to worry about....i cant have my hair the same color for more then a month... i love to do makeup.....i hate hate hate time and distance, it just ruins everthing.... i love love love halloween.....i have 2 tattoos and 9 piercing.... i wasnt ready to grow up....im still not ready to grow up..... sometimes i wish i could stop, rewind and start over but then i realize what id be missing if i did so. hmmmmm what else? i tend to ramble on & on& on ( cant ya tell?)i speak my mind even when i shouldnt.... im not one to lie about things unless i absoultly have to.... i'd kill for my friends and family.... i may be small but im a fighter.sometimes i act like a hard ass but im really a sissy lol...im terrified of drivin but im workin on it... im a HOPELESS romantic.i miss rachel rose sharp with all my heart and will always love her. ive been hurt and bruise and broken but im still me, still the same girl....♥ ♥
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hmmm im not sure...... famous people are prolly just the same or worse then everyone else so i really have no desire to meet anyone i've already met some of the most amazing people in my life and i see them almost everyday
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love love love it..... music is my life..... i would probably die without it i love to sing and write but i can't play any instrument but hell i can't do everything so two outta three aint bad
Myspace Layoutsthis song = the story of my life!!"Beautiful Disaster"She loves her momma's lemonade Hates the sounds that goodbyes make She prays one day she'll find someone to need her She swears there's no difference between the lies and compliments It's all the same if everybody leaves herAnd all the magazines tells her she's not good enough The pictures that she sees makes her cryShe would change everything, everything, just ask her Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster She just needs someone to take her homeShe's giving boys what they want Trying to act so nonchalant Afraid to see that she's lost her direction She never stays the same for long Assuming that she'll get it wrong Perfect only in her imperfectionShe's not a drama queen She doesn't wanna feel this way Only 17 and tired, yeahShe would change everything for happy ever after Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster She just needs someone to take her homeShe's just the way she is But no one's told her that's okayShe would change everything, everything, just ask her Caught in the in between of beautiful disasterShe would change everything for happy ever after Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster She just needs someone to take her home She just needs someone to take her home
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rachel rose sharp will always be a hero to me, even when she was in so much pain she still managed to hold strong and smile even if she didnt want to, she was the greatest friend anyone could ever ask for and im thankful to have had her in my life for as long as i did i just wish she could still be here with all of us.
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"Everything"Ayo ladadayoAyo ladadayo ladeedaSometimes I give in to sadnessSometimes I don'tDoo doo doo dooAt times I'm part of the madnessSometimes I won'tGive in to youYou see in a wayI have been dri...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 03:01:00 PST

just some favorite quotes of mine

yea i got bored so i figured id do something ~ Hearts will never be practical, until they are made unbreakable~ So cheers to teenage romance and not knowing why it hurts like hell -love's a gift, not...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 05:49:00 PST

♥good song ♥..... thanks girls : P

"Cigarettes"Got my headlights shining Down an old dirt roadSmoke my cigarettesI should quit I knowThe radio's playingOld country songsSomeone's leaving, someone's cheatingOn and onI think I might like...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:10:00 PST

So I Thought

"So I Thought"All your twisted thoughts free flowTo everlasting memoriesShow soulKiss the stars with meAnd dread the wait forStupid calls returning to us to lifeWe say to those who are in loveIt can't...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 07:22:00 PST

tag thanks 2 manderz lol

TAG!!!!!!!The Game: Write 6 weird/odd things or habits about yourself then tag 6 people. Those people must then write a blog with 6 things about themselves and tag 6 more people, thus creating an endl...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Fri, 19 May 2006 12:04:00 PST

this one goes out to my girls

"White Houses"Crashed on the floor when I moved in This little bungalow with some strange new friendsStay up too late, and I'm too thin We promise each other it's til the endNow we're spinning empty b...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Mon, 08 May 2006 07:42:00 PST

love HA!

LOVE love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self- seeking. it is not easily angered. it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Mon, 08 May 2006 07:36:00 PST

boredum sinks in

"Stay With Me"Baby, the clock on the wall is lyingIt's not really that late It's too cold outside to be walking around the streets of this townAnywhere if you think you have to be can wait[Chorus](Bab...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 11:29:00 PST

this one is for cassy

"Backseat Of A Greyhound Bus"She wore a dress with cherries on itGoing somewhere where she'd be wantedIn a town this small all they do is talkNo wedding ring, chipped fingernail polishShe always wishe...
Posted by ♥StEpH ♥ on Tue, 11 Oct 2005 11:17:00 PST