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The Captain.

stevendearholt

About Me



You can transcend all negativity when you realize that the only power it has over you is your belief in it. As you experience this truth about yourself you are set free.-Eileen Caddy

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Insomnia

in·som·ni·a  /?n--s?mni?/ [in-som-nee-uh] noun ..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..>..> ..> inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleepless...
Posted by The Captain. on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:11:00 PST

This is reality happening.

Is there a God tonight up in the sky? Or is it empty just like me? A place where we can hide from the night. Where you are all I see. So blow a kiss goodbye then close your eyes. Tell me what you...
Posted by The Captain. on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 02:46:00 PST

Playing crack the sky.

We sent out the S.O.S. call. It was a quarter past four, in the morning. When the storm broke our second anchor line. Ten months at sea. Ten months of calm seas. To be pounded in the shallow...
Posted by The Captain. on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 01:23:00 PST

deterioration of a brain/life

I stood while my world came crashing down These things aren't real, until it happens to you..or someone you know and love. I'm having a hard time with this. The idea that nothing is safe. My l...
Posted by The Captain. on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 08:58:00 PST

FUCK!

I spent the last 45 minutes typing a blog. Putting a lot into it. A lot of thought and feeling. Just to erase it all like a dumb ass. SHIT! I'm having a roll of fucking shit up lately.   All in...
Posted by The Captain. on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 01:54:00 PST

An epic of something so terrible

"Your Stories, My Alibis"speak to metell me something so typicala lullaby or something miserablethat will keep me up at nightcross out my eyesi know you planned ityou know i love youand i can't stand ...
Posted by The Captain. on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:59:00 PST

Never happened to me before, this is strange.

DECEMBER You may experience overwhelming anger and frustration after you discover that reality is not what you were told it was. Supress these emotions by drinking heavily. If drinking is not an optio...
Posted by The Captain. on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 04:52:00 PST

"Maybe some other time"

  Maybe another lifetime? Another planet? Universe perhaps? Another? Maybe under different circumstances?    This is now, that was then?   Some other time? Some other place...
Posted by The Captain. on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 12:02:00 PST

That fucking Cainer!

By this time tomorrow, the Moon will be full in your opposite sign. That's why you are in so much trouble. That's why arguments are raging, conflicts are emerging, stressful situations are arising and...
Posted by The Captain. on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 09:29:00 PST

Horrorscope

Lately you could feel like fate is against you, Steven. Things seem to be taking forever! Maybe you are impatient about finding a new job and haven't found a position that suits you. You could be look...
Posted by The Captain. on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:44:00 PST