Chrystle - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Updated On [Sept062008
I over think things, I try to make up for the things I lost in childhood. I'll prove you wrong, and I'll do things in spite, just to prove a point. I'm stubborn, and sometimes a little to prideful. I never had a self-esteem, sometimes I pretend I'm conceited, it's a front. I make fun of myself, dance entirely too silly, and make funny faces just to see the people I care about around me laugh. Sometimes I'm too loud, others I'm to quiet. i still get shy and stare at my shoes, and blush. I fought my whole life to be different, and special. Now I just try to be me. I like attention, I like to be helpful. I love my quirky little car. I love my family, & my friends. I don't always respond back immediately on myspace, but I try my best. I like music, and singing in cars with my greatest friends. Most of all I'm weird. So if you remember that you should be okay. haha.

My Interests

Art, Photography, Poems, Other peoples Blogs, Ideas, Dreams, Out-Of-Body expirences, Hiking, Nature, Rain, Cars, Video Games, Romantics, Fiction, Food, Vitamin Water, Happiness, Hopes & wishes.

I'd like to meet:

I've Alreay Met the person I want to spent forever with!

A Year and some odd months ago I met a guy that i was instantly interested, I can't describe what it was, but something about him intrigued me. we've had a rough relationship, mostly innocent misunderstandings and being to prideful to apologize, and my fear of growing up. Now, I realize more then ever that He's the one I'm meant to be with. I can't imagine or feel for anyone the way I feel for him. Everything reminds me of him even when I'm in a completely different country. I love him with my entire heart, and everything I do, I do partly for him. He's made me a better person, He's amazing. I'll forever love you Kyle Billiot. I'm glad we are going to be together forever. <3

Music:

Music that makes me want to dance, sing, laugh, Inspire a feeling, remind me of someone of describes how i feel at any given moment!

My Blog

Ciao!

Hey guys! I'm in Italy, and I cannot exaggerate how beautiful it is here! Theres the Beach with cliffs, (I totally want to go cliff diving!) and The Mountains, the people are so friendly and worry fre...
Posted by Chrystle on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:01:00 PST

God Dammit Chrystle

You can't imagine how frustrated I get with everything right now. I just want everything to sllloooowwww doooowwwnn, because my brain is so crammed I might just explode. Right and wrong converged into...
Posted by Chrystle on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:15:00 PST

"Chrystle, are you okay?"

This question seems all to prominent to me now. I find myself waiting, for everything to go into motion, and I'm floating through the world. This feeling is all to familiar, waiting for everything to ...
Posted by Chrystle on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 11:26:00 PST

Hey kids its story time.

[This is all fiction, straight out of my imagination.] Underneath the murky trees above me I realize that the world can't be figured out, and even though I'm bound to face the peril of reality al...
Posted by Chrystle on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:44:00 PST

answer me, i dare you?

Lurking behind every chance to be made whole by fame is the axeman of further dismemberment. -Leo Braudy, The Frenzy Of Renown.My whole life i wanted something Big to happens, and now that it is merel...
Posted by Chrystle on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:14:00 PST

Hah I was Tricked.

So when you go into a relationship whole-heartedly, get hurt, and realized that everything that person said to yoou was a complete lie. how do you react? I mean I was skeptical, mostly because i wante...
Posted by Chrystle on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 05:57:00 PST

All I can Hope for

Another failed attempt at something I really wanted to work, I became everything I've wanted to be, a million times better, and I actually felt happy. I did everything I could for him, and I tried not...
Posted by Chrystle on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 08:35:00 PST

Wowzers.

If you asked me a whole year ago, if i thought everything would be the way it is now, i would say that you were ridiculous, and laugh at you. Fortunately I'm more grown up then i was before, and I'm H...
Posted by Chrystle on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:12:00 PST

so i learned something new.

seeing the good in all people isn't all its cut out to be.I view people in a way that i only see the good in them, when i bad is obviously there. i maintain a state of obliviousness and continue to pr...
Posted by Chrystle on Wed, 28 May 2008 06:07:00 PST

ugh.

I miss that feeling you get when you're around someone that totally blows your mind. They way you can rejoice in the fact that no matter how amazing he is, or how horrible you beleive you are, somehow...
Posted by Chrystle on Mon, 26 May 2008 11:09:00 PST