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fr[ed]thehermit

redefine your existance

About Me

i don't want to deny the things i want for the things i need i want one thing i wanted to come through

they lived without rules they loved without fear but as the world changed so did they

My Interests

They say artists are the most lonely people alive tell me sunshine...are you feeling alone yet? the sounds of this small town ring so loud in your ears you wish you could pack your bags and move somewhere where the sun shines year round and maybe you'll find ones who understand what it's like to be you i don't think i've ever felt so alone seculsion comes in the form of a bottle and bad attitude, and resentment rides high along with the rest of my mind but i believe it was you that made me believe in everything there is to the world, including myself when the only thing that eases my pain is you... i wonder, could i do that in return? if there was a way to drag you to a view higher up i think i'd show you the world might be as pretty as you and the sun can shine bright on your hollywood face i'd reach in and take the painful memories away let you feel whats its like to feel alive, do unto you as you make me feel inside i know your dying to get out...it's not for you, and trust me i agree but soon, when your thousands of miles away from my heart, and you and i look up at the same sky... do you think theres a possiblity we might think alike? and you could forget all those bad things i used to do, and remember me as the kid who cared about nothing else but you then i'll smile as the sun shines, because it does when your in the room and wish for one second that i could posess as much beauty as you come down off my cloud, as the sky spells your name and hangs it right on top of the Hollywood sign for everyone to know that beauty and perfection now reigns above the city of plastics sign

I'd like to meet:

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop” -Jack Kerouacwasteofpaint

My Blog

i hope you're on your way to an early grave...

i don't want to deal with cleaning up your shitkeep it to yourself honey, I have no use for it.you're a useless, tasteless, dramatic whore.who always wants more but there's never enough.but don't take...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:47:00 PST

redefine my existance...

i'm just a girl in one of those snow globes. tap away, try to get me, you'll never get meI never get me.I want to be something astronomicallike those stars that you wish to when your alarm rings 11:11...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:45:00 PST

so there's this girl....

and i love her with everything i haveshes amazingand a fucking geniusi couldn't do this without herand i wouldnt even try jay mere coincendence that a 'jay' has entered my life and i instantly fell i...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:49:00 PST

i'm withdrawing....

from lifeits not a cop out.it's not a way for me to live life and ignore current problems going on in my lifeit's pressing pause on my so called 'life' to get things together.i've been let down and ab...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:19:00 PST

buddha bless casey....

CaseyMo443 (12:09:03 AM): kay. i have to tell u this right quick. i have a crazy ana friend who thinks EVERYONE  is fat. and i was w/ her today and i was on my myspace on my friends and she was l...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:13:00 PST

Jay Garcia RIP 12-14-04

Four days of hope is all I have in meFour days to try and find a lightGod knows Im a fool to think that anything could change And the saddest thing I've ever knownis a crippled heart that sees no...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 03:53:00 PST

In Loving Memory of Jay Garcia my life's ONLY regret.

You said yourself before, where are you?I'm needing you much more, I guess you never knewAnd now everything, is gonna fall apartI need you here, not just in my heartThis wasn't how it's supposed to be...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 04:34:00 PST

life has a way of kicking you when your down...

hate the punk {liar and cheat} lost the marine, this little hippie's all alone in every way shape and form. people ALWAYS have a way of letting you down. no comments about oh i'd never let you down b...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 02:04:00 PST

I'm apparently a little insane...

A glimpse into my mind: I understand now that the world is nothing. A mechanical chaos of casual, brutal hatred on which we stupidly impose our hopes and fears. I understand that, finally and absolutl...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 12:16:00 PST

Ana's Hippie Slave

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_PaU8TSoS0 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBEiVgD0VyI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7T-m0dsiYek...
Posted by fr[ed]thehermit on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:20:00 PST