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My name is Tanya and i will fuck a bitch up. I like to try new things until they aren't new anymore, and start again when the novelty comes back. I don't know what i'm going to do when i get out of college, so i think i'll just stay in school for as long as possible and make my life goal something like 'paying back loans'. I like my jobs and i think i'll continue them. In the future i may or may not become a gypsy/professional bellydancer, or a pirate that robs cruise ships. I will always be an artist, and my dreams are to get published alot, perform alot, sell art alot, have children, and die of old age in my sleep...
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the craziest pictures i draw are the ones i draw when i'm sick and delerious. i have practically no immune system so i can't drink unless i'm prepared for a three day hangover. i like telling stories and entertaining people. i see photographs when i look around. worst sound is when things are out of tune. i always wanted a guitar with trapezoid inlays. i forget things alot. alot alot. i remember things other people don't. i like to cause thought in people. if i could pick any career i wanted, i'd pick between professional tree climber, gypsy in europe, or modern pirate making a living by robbing cruise ships. i embroider clothes for money, just ask. i want to master everything but i don't have enough time. I've been called a hippie. Hmm. Sometimes i'm scared that i'll never amount to anything.
i like the following smells; oil paint, oil pastels :D, spring, old books, certain new books, baby kittens, gasoline, limes, the ocean, Phar-Mor, clean blankets, fresh lavender, dandelions, dial soap, thyme, plain chapstick, brusters waffle cones.

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My Blog

Being up at 3 AM

Have you ever fallen asleep in the afternoon? It sucks. It's not like waking up at normal hours at all. I open my eyes to complete darkness and confusion, and realization in the fact that I must hav...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 07:33:00 GMT

Thought 1

Body image is such a cheap thing to worry about in life. How others see you physically is the first and maybe most important factor they have in judging you. There are books and shows and magazines ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 17:40:00 GMT

Dream 10

First, my mom dropped me off at an elementary school reunion at Notre Dame and i saw all my old classmates from when i went to school there from first to third grade. I was looking for some people i ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 07:06:00 GMT

Dream 9

Savannah and Maria are my current roommates in Pittsburgh. I had a dream that our apartment was suddenly a house, and i was renting out just the garage. The whole food pantry was in the garage, and ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 07:03:00 GMT

Dream 8

I was living in one of the Towers, and it was a day where we were supposed to be going home for break. I was in a car with some people, driving around campus before i got picked up, when we saw that ...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 08:21:00 GMT

Dream 7

Shawn came up to visit me and we were supposed to meet this band we knew called The Bell Island at the train station by the cathedral, which doesn't exist in real life. We wanted to pass the time so ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 20:09:00 GMT

Memory 3

Do people ever remember things that never happened? I have this memory of being in the woods with my dad and my uncle when i was little, and seeing this huge ravine behind my grandma's house. The ra...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:15:00 GMT

wish 1

I wish i could leave the country and go to a different country, live there for a year, go to a different country, live there for a few years, and settle down in a completely different country, thus be...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:09:00 GMT

Memory 4

When i was around six years old, i would often look into the mirror and think about how unattractive i was.  i'd stare at my face for minutes at a time and to this day i don't know what i didn't ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 20:35:00 GMT

Dream 8

I was painting pictures in my basement, but what made it really dream-like was that the pictures were moving, and they were of fantasy genre.  I was painting a movie.  It was a movie about a...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 20:30:00 GMT