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I AM YOUR DISEASE!!!!!!! Allow me to introduce myself.I am the disease of addiction:CUNNING,BAFFLING, AND POWERFUL.Thats me.I have killed millions and I am pleased.I love to catch you with the element of suprise, and love pretending that I am your friend and lover.I have givin you comfort, have I not?Wasnt I there when you were lonly?When you wanted to die? didnt you call me?I was there,I love to make you hurt.I love to make youcry.Better yet,I love it when I make you so numb that you can neither hurt nor cry;you cannot feel anything at all.This is true glory.I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long-term suffering.I have been there for you always.When things were going right in your life,you invited me in.You said you did not deserve these good things in your life. I am such a hated disease,yet I do not come uninvited.You choose to have me.So many have chosen me over reality and peace.I hate meetings.I hate higher power.I hate anyone who has a program.To all those that are exposed to me,I wish you death and suffering. Now I must lie here quietly.You do not see me,but I am growing bigger than ever.When you only exist,I may live.When you live,I only exist.However,I am here...and untill wer meet again,if we meet again,I WISH YOU DEATH AND SUFFERING.gif" width="385" height="28" border="0">
Im a careing,crazy,down to earth person,who loves good conversation,and overcomeing my fears.Im a music junkie,and I try to enjoy living in the moment.Im always happy when camping,kickin back with my girls,or at a kick-ass show.I love hanging with my man,even though he drives me crazy,and keeps giving me babies.what can I say I have found my match.And my 12 year old who is as crazy as me.Life ia always full of opsticles,what matters is the choices you make,and why your makeing them.The only control we have in life is what comes out of our mouths,and how we treat people.Dont live in the past,cause you will miss out on your future.Live everyday like it could be your last!And always try to remain greatful for what you have,cause it can all be gone in a second.Pray for those you love and hate.And to all that know me!!!I love you!!!!AND FOR MY SON WHO DOES NOT NO ME,YOU ARE IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS EVERYDAY!AND YOUR BIG SISTER EMILEE,AND YOUR LITTLE SISTER RYLEE,AND YOUR LITTLE BROTHER HAYDEN SPEAK OF YOU DAILY.ANDREW WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH,AND IF I HAD ONE WISH IT WOULD BE FOR YOU TO KNOW AND FEEL MY LOVE AS YOUR MOM.AND I KNOW THAT DAY WILL COME SOON. AND TO HIS WONDERFUL FATHER ED,I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THE GREAT DAD THAT YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE.AND IM TRULY SORRY FOR THE PAIN IVE CAUSED YOU AND OUR SON.AND IF IT WASNT FOR YOUR TIMEING IN MY LIFE IM SURE I WOULD HAVE DIED.SO THANK YOU!>
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