It should be a lot easier to write what you'd actually like to say rather than say it, but I'm finding it hard. I've finally come to realize that life is not a dress rehearsal, it's the live show. Many people will come and go, some will appreciate what they see, some might be offended or criticize you, or others may just pass it up. But what ever life brings you, it's up to you on how to make it.
Even today, I am still finding my place in life. Sometimes it feels like a never ending drive. Sometimes I want to get down and stretch my legs-enjoy what's arround me. Often, I want to keep driving, hoping to stop somewhere better. Even after 4 years out of college (coming up on my 10-yr HS reunion) I'm attempting to recreate myself, trying to still figure out what I'm doing.
It turns out, my life will completely change during the next nine months, my drive is now becoming a cruise. It's a surprise, a scare, a joy, it's everything you can't imagine. It makes me feel unprepared, nervous, anxious, worried and happy. Not only does this put myself out of my top priority, but I have another person to put above me.
I'm doing my best to keep my family strong, however, I think they're the ones that are keeping me strong. By creating this page, I've had the opportunity to reconnect with lost friends, and even create new friends. Wow, the endless possibilities.