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Jill

Forgive the ones who have hurt you, they are the ones who will pay for it later.

About Me

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**************************** If this is hard to read then HIGHLIGHT it. About me. Well, I'm an outdoor kind of girl "tom boy" I guess you would call it. I'm really just the girl next door type of person, a country girl though I don't dress like it at all. Some people get the impression that I'm like a punkrocker person I guess, I'm not. I just don't like western clothes, their very uncomfortable. I love animals with a huge tremendous passion. If you don't then we probably don't having anything in commen then, because a lot of my conversational subjects are about animals. I love to smile and make funny faces a lot accept when my picture is being taken. I like to be around people a lot, meeting new people making new friends. Then I have a friend whom I've known all my life and thats Tatum, she is the most koolest, kicken ass person I know. A lot has changed my life around since I moved out here in Paris, Texas theres not much to do out here really. There were tons of times I've just wanted to drop to my knees and give up and forget about living, nothing but drugs here, though I try to stay clear away from that shit. No awesome "hangout" places, really the only places to hangout here is Wal-Mart, Home Depot parking lot, the car wash across the street from wal-mart, and other little places like that. There are times I miss living out in Irving/Grand Prairie in the Dallas area, like going to the pool every summer, hanging out at the mall, Wendys awesome burgers. Now after about 6 years of living here in Paris its quite nice I have a ton of friends everywhere, its not so lonely after all, but I still miss Irving/Grand Prairie sometimes tho. Here I love to ride my horses every chance I get. Sometimes you'll see on highway 82 riding one of my horses or out on 196 or 195. I'm starting a new hobby now raising Pitt Bulls, red nose and blue nose, I have 8 right now, 3 males two are rednose and one is blue. The I have 5 females two are rednose and the rest are fawns or blues. So I got pups on the ground if you or know anyone that wants a pit bull puppy. Right now I have a lot of dogs, tho few of them are mutts but I love them all. I love to hang out with my friends, go to Crosswire or Club Mix on Thursday nights, and sometimes hang out at the car wash so if you ever want to meet me there's your chance. I don't do drugs, that stuff can mess you up. I'm a very easy going person to get along with until you piss me off, but that has to be for a very good reason. Sometimes I'm shy not all the time tho, especially if I have just met you, but once I have gotten to know you I'm pretty talkative and funny to be around. I think I'm a good person and I try to be also, at least I can look in the mirror and not see anything wrong with myself or have a guilty conscience about anything. There are very few times that I can be romantic its basically on occations and if I really like that one person. One thing I'm afraid of is being friends with the wrong people like the ones that stab you in the back for no apparent reason or thats just completly two-faced. But if you think you are a good person and does not stab people (preferably me) in the back, then knock your lights out if you wanna be my friend, lol. I try to be the best friend in the best ways that I know of and can. making people laugh and helping them out with problems. But then there are times where you learn that some people you just shouldn't run with and some people that can't be helped. I love life and the people in mine, I would not trade for anything else. Some people take too much for grated of what they have, and don't really know what they have until they lose it. I just wish I could help them with that, to be able to hold that person and embrace them with what they have done and what they can do to fix it. Thats my goal and mission in life to help and listen to people no matter if they are enemies or not. ******************************* **********************************


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My Interests

I've always want to act in movies ever sice I saw Pirates of the Carribean123, Eragon, The Crow, Dragon Heart, Narnia, and others. If I ever get the chance to act in a movie I hope it will have something to do with horses or mythical creatures. But thats for people who have a shit load of money to get into something like that. Which in my case I dont have, but oh well some dreams are not meant for others. But one day I'm gonna try to make an effort to reach out and to this even if I fail, at least I did try. **********************
Create your own Friend Quiz here ************************ ************************ Riding my Horses and being with them , Pitts Bulls and other Dogs, Parrots, Lizards, & other animals, Mermaids, Fairies, Vampires, Demons, movies, & music!! Ford Mustangs, Jeep Wranglers, BIG TRUCKS.....oh yeah I want one. *************************************

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You are a Arabian! Beautiful, fiery, gentle.
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I'd like to meet:

Any one that loves or likes pit bulls, horses, and any other kinds of animals.Don't care about the celebrities.As for the guys, I don't believe that there is such a thing as a good guy, seems like all of them are lying assholes and pieces of shit. I haven't dated in almost 2 years and I finally took a chance on someone and I have never been so hurt, until now. If your looking for love, I'm not it.****************I think of a person everyday and it hurts in everyway. I beg for the pain to stop but it keeps on with every teardrop.*****************

Music:

**************************** I'll pretty much listen to anything, it depends on what mood I'm in!! Though I hate Opera but like to watch the movie "phantom of the opera". Yeah weird. But I love country. Country country country, yeah thats me. Rodney Adkins, Big & Rich, Brad Paisley (so gorgeous), Carrie Underwood, Kenny Chesney, Tim McGraw, Miranda Lambert, Rascal Flatts. Though I do listen to plenty of other things besides country, like whatever is on radio station of 107.7 or 97.7. But also I reall like Nickelback hes a person I can relate to, I like a lot of his songs. ****************

Movies:

I love Narnia, Underworld, King Kong, 13 Going on 30, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Harry Potter, Resident Evil, & Ever After & most of all Pirates of the Carribean, and other movies I haven't thought of yet. ******************

Television:

My favorite TV show is Charmed. I don't watch 2 much T.V. though unless Im just absolutly bored out of my mind. *****************

Books:

I love books about vampires such as "Dhampir", "Thief of Lives", & "Sister of the Dead" they R awesome!! Though I hardly read. Yeah Im weird, but who isn't these days. *************************
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My Blog

Why Things Change

Why Do Things Change   I have thought about you every single day And it hurts in every kind of way. What is it about you, That won't let me let you go?   In the beginning we had a lot in ...
Posted by Jill on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST

A Lost Soldier

A Lost Soldier   I see a picture of you Up high in the misty mountain dew. A soldier who I haven't met With the look like his future is not yet set.   A soldier only dreaming of coming home...
Posted by Jill on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:15:00 PST

The Vampire

The Vampire   The cloud's tears feed the sea, But the sea is not beholding. The sun's rays feed from the sea, But the sun has no dominion.   Be not proud, and be not humble, In you gifts or ...
Posted by Jill on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:15:00 PST

I Can't Be For You

I Can't Be For You   In the beginning it was just you and I But there was something wrong that went by. You never told anyone about us And the hurt was endless.   You say there is nothing w...
Posted by Jill on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 07:43:00 PST