Oaktree
Taking your life,
By gun or knife,
It's just not right.
Thinking only of yourself
What about everyone else?
Do we not count?
I tried to be there for you when you were down and out
I suppose it wasn't enough
Or maybe it was just too much.
I was coming to see you before you died.
The staff couldn't take me, I got denied.
Wondering what I could have done different
To keep you here in lifes existence.
I understand why you couldn't take anymore
But so soon did you have to knock upon Heaven's door
If only you had waited
Maybe your suicide we could have anticipated
Stopped it before it started
And now we wouldn't be down hearted
Sad and lost
Your no longer in pain, but at such an extreme cost.
Eventually it would have went away
Not permenately you see
Just until you didn't grieve constantly.
That 410 is hard to bounce back from
I want you to know that what you did was dumb
I will forever remember your cold dead face
That's the last thing I see in your place.
A gapeing hole in your head
I know your not happy now that your dead
Our family has been torn apart
No more Christmas or Thanksgiving that's just the start
My heart has been broke in two
At the sight of death and you
Lying in your casket
Surrounded by lovely flower baskets
Many people cared for you
But your pain blinded your view
I was there untl the very end
You will allways be my very best friend
I looked to you for advice
Although I wasn't allways nice
I know you tried toRachel Scott
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My heroes would have to be the soldiers in Iraq fighting for this country, Thank you. I also look up to my foster mother Jennifer and my foster father Scott. They took me into their house when I was 16 years old. Most people wouldn't do that. They are wonderful parents. Thank you for everything that you do. And just for being you.