paranoid. |
i have found lately that even without sound, i can now feel when trouble is afoot. i woke up 5 seperate times last night to find isabella on her face. my heart was racing so fast i thought it would ex...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 10:47:00 GMT |
Life since becoming a mom. |
If you would have told me 2 and a half years ago that I would be with the person I wanted to spend my life with and have a beautiful daughter and 2 amazing step sons, I would have said you were crazy....
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 11:43:00 GMT |
swollen. |
so just a few more weeks and isabella will be here. i cant friggin wait. everything on me is swollen. i cant lift myself out of chairs and sometimes i get so miserable i just start crying out of sheer...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 10:50:00 GMT |
Ohio |
so who's awesome boyfriend took them out of town for the weekend?MINE.i love you.
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 01:42:00 GMT |
up an hour before work |
lately ive been having these crazy dreams that wake me up from my sleep. some of them scare me so bad that i cant find my pillow again for a few hours...so im left exhausted all the time. i know its p...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 05:09:00 GMT |
on turning 22 |
im not anticipating my birthday at all this year. you'd figure it would be an all too joyous day for me...but this year its more of a reminder of how old im getting..and how old i feel. i suppose a lo...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 03:45:00 GMT |
life since. |
life after john has been really hard. i think more so because we still keep in touch and acknowledge that we were fucked up. i feel like so much in my life is changing. john is moving away to lanesvil...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:48:00 GMT |
goodbye george. |
one of my baby turtles died today. i knew he was gone this morning but i was too afraid to look again. john had to come get him out of the tank and wrap him up for me. i buried him next to karma. cosm...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 02:32:00 GMT |
fly away. go away. |
im tired of doing this to myself. i tired of holding back and waiting for something that is never going to happen again. sometimes i just want to go back to last year and for all of this to have not h...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:59:00 GMT |
for you |
sometimes i think there are movie projectors behind my eyelids so when im sleeping, i can watch vivid memories of you and i. i dreamt of you again. this time it was a memory of waking up in cumberland...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 14:28:00 GMT |
