I love this one girl. She makes me smile and happy. Frankly, I don't care what your opinion of her is. No one else can do what she does.
I am me. I don't pretend to be someone else and I'm not going to change because you want me to be someone else. If you don't like it I really don't care. I am myself twenty four seven. I'm not two-faced like most kids. I also act the way I want when I want to. I live by the philosophy live life your way and I'm definitely doing that.
I have anger management problems. Though, I'm not striving to change that. I believe some people in this world deserve to be hit and I'm going to hit someone if they deserve it. It may not be at that particular time but later down the road they'll do something stupid and think about when I hit 'em. Then they'll understand that maybe that won't be a good choice.
I may look and act differently than most people in this town but I have better manners and more respect than most of these people too. I say hello to strangers and open doors for women. That is me and I was raised that way. Yet, I get treated like shit over it. I am nice to people I really like and mean to people that I don't necessarily like. Though, I get treatedl ike shit over that one too. So my nice side is seen less and less. So if you see it count yourself on the lucky side. I'd rather have someone be up and honest about something instead of lying about it. Especially if it involves me somehow. I'd rather have it known then have it hidden thinking it'll help me in the long run. Just be honest.
Also, don't go about and think you know what is best for me and what is not. It is my life and I'll be making my decisions. Frankly, I don't care if you think it's best for me to jump off a building or not. If I feel like I want to do it then I will do it. It is my and I'll be living it the way I want to. So, whatever you may think is best for me or what I need, just keep it to yourself and don't share it with anyone else.
