forget everything you think you know about me,
because we're starting over..
i'm kaylaaa
..
take me as i am,
enjoy me while i last,
don't feed me any bullshit.
what i do, or do not do, is absolutely none of your business.
i get weak at the knees for cute boys that smell nice.
i never stop laughing & i smile a whole lot.
i'm kind of a hippy. but i don't care.
i don't get embarrassed.
i like to do stupid things in public.
and i live to make other people feeeel good.
i trust very few people,
& you're probably not one of them.
you better never lie to me.
i tend to get attached to things easily.
when someone hurts me i almost always forgive,
but i'll never forget.
i'm simple, yet very complicated.
i'm not very hard to figure out
its just all in whether or not you want to take the time.
i am extremely easy to get along with, just don't piss me off.
i need someone who will help me to grow,
not slow up the process.
i'm very touchy,
i love body contact.
and holding hands.
i have big dreams & an even bigger imagination.
i'm just your every day girl, trying to make it through life.
i'm trying to figure myself out,
i need to get myself together.
i spent too much time on people that just fucked me over.
i let them get to me & break me down into someone i didn't like.
so it's back to square one.
i realized that i have my whole life to grow up.
so why start now?
i'm not sure, exactly, what i want in life yet,
i do know that i have a voice & i'm going to use it.
i want my voice heard.
but right now i'm just going to live my life in this moment of time.
i dont want to worry about the future, i dont want to waste time regreting my past.
i take things as they come & i'm very optimistic.
i've learned that, no matter how much you think you know someone
they will probably turn their back on you at some point.
i've learned to accept that.
i've come to realize that some things, & some people just are not worth it.
people that hurt me now will be nothing in a year.
i cant change the past, i can only try to do better in my future.
i'm not going to run away from my problems.
&& i've learned that karma will fucking eat you alive.
i've been through a lot,
but, somehow, i dont regret one single thing.
i've had a lot of bad experiences.
but they've all taught me so much.
i have had bad experience with boys, yes.
i've had my heart torn out and he's danced the mexican hat dance on it,
but it's taught me to be independent.
i know what love feels like.
i love to be in love.
love is not for stupid people.
it's just something you should handle with care.
the one downfall of love is falling out of it.
i'm not perfect.
i realize this.
but dont hold it against me because i'm generally one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
i believe my mistakes teach me & help me through life.
people have to realize life isn't going to come easy,
there are going to be hard times,
& plenty of challenges.
you'll just have to face them & learn from them.
i believe everything happens for a reason.
i'd like to be able to save the world,
but i'm no superhero.
i'm only human.
i love to laugh. hate to cry.
i've learned to appreciate what i have,
& the people i've got in my life.
all I want is to be happy.
i want my smiles to stay,
even when things are crashing down.
i want to forget about the past and start everyday like a blank page.
♥
i've kissed the world with fingers crossed
.:.mct.:.
