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My name is Natalia Annie Smith
This is my testimony, my prodigy, i just came out of rehab an almost died, and in the depths of losing everything i had, i found a hope that would save my life. So many nights i wonder why? why? this pain, this habit i carry like a burden on my back. I lost many things, and burned bridges i shouldn't have. Most important i lost myself, i didn't know how i even got to this place i once thought was my heaven. The fact that i said i would never go this route, i did, and died deeply inside. But there was hope, there was a way out from the dark i was in. I saw a light, i saw a heaven so beautiful, a father waiting for me to come back, I saw the hand of God, and a dream that would show me the way. He healed me from the brokenness and the ugliness that i suffered. I tell you this because not many people understand the truth, the reason for why we become broken in the first place. People may judge and hate, but i say show them the way, show them what our Power God can do. There's nothing in the world that can't tell me he is not real, without him i would of been dead. I was addicted to pills, Cocaine, Meth, and Alcohol. It took over my life,it made me depressed and took over my goals and dreams i once had. The reason why, because i didn't know the truth, i didn't know what i could of done to make things right. Honestly i just wanted to die, i connived myself that the people around would be safer and happier without me. So i did, i tried to kill myself, i tried to die cause i was so lost in my on world. So before i went to rehab i was in the hospital, overdosed and watching my mother cry, and her tears made me realize and wonder, why? why am i doing this. Then i had a dream, i was walking in the dark and as i kept walking, i began to shatter to pieces, i saw a light and it faded into the dark, then i stood there wondering where it had gone, why i even wanted to know where the light had gone and what was it. then i saw two hands, they were full of blood and pieced, i knew it looked familiar, but couldn't think of what it was. Then i heard a mans voice, it was bittersweet and brought calm to me. He said "i'm waiting, for, you have forgotten about me" and his voice faded. i woke up and was shaking like i had just gone into a different world of the unknown. That day i decided to change everything and believed that i can change the world of many addicts. If you or know someone who has struggled with addiction please don't be afraid to message me and and talk. Over 40% of the worlds population struggles with addiction rather it might be, sex, drugs, money anything. I have hope for all addicts with the grace and mercy of GOD.
