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MESSY & INCOMPLETE.

Don't try to understand.

Life, unassuming & complicated
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My Blog

undoing me

undoing meYou can ingnore this one, as you've usually done. I said I gave up hope. I lied. I tried. A small piece lingers on. I snuff it out, you see, every night I drown your memory. In ways you don'...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Apr 2010 22:28:00 GMT

mirrors

Eyes. Often called mirrors to the soul. What do they tell? What secrets do they hold? Lies. Truth. All the gray misty areas in between. Everything, and yet nothing. Translucent to my fears. Opaque to ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Feb 2010 17:16:00 GMT

ending the release

I cannot close my eyes at night. I see you in every dream. I want your touch surounding me, but I cannot take this trade. Each scream grows mute inside my chest, silenced by your grasp. The inner me t...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Feb 2010 17:15:00 GMT

endless emptiness

Time creeps away with no moment left behind. Solitude wraps herself around my lonely shell. A few words, that's all I ever get from you, besides an emptiness that cannot be denied. Scarred and broken,...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jan 2010 17:13:00 GMT

lost passion

Where have you gone? Abandoned me? I was lost in desolation, for a moment. Maybe more, but not forever. Warmth replecated as I hold myself into the night. Arms wrapped tight; sometimes caressing gentl...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Jan 2010 17:11:00 GMT

unfair decisions

The rotten stench attacking my senses comes from the darkness of your soul. You see nothing of it, less the mere moments where truth and dignity invite a quick glance at your destruction left behind. ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jan 2010 17:11:00 GMT

memories rekindled

Staring relentlessly at the purple and green squared curtain hanging motionless from the iron hooks above. Whispers drift inward, around and under the purple-green divider, "where is her family, no on...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Jan 2010 17:08:00 GMT

found

Found myself againAt the bottom of a pitcherDowning each glass like your face was at the bottom. I found ... nothing But the bottom of the pitcher.
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jan 2010 17:07:00 GMT

left behind

This time, I made the err in judgement. This time, I wanted to believe. I did not fall. I JUMPED. As I sometimes do. While I did not stick the landing, and I do not walk away unscathed, I will be the ...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jan 2010 17:04:00 GMT

exasperation

* Wait, Miss-I-Dont-Fall-For-Guys is hooked up on someone? How did this happen??!!* I dont have any idea. If I knew how, Id surely undo it.* What makes him so different than any other guy out there...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Dec 2009 17:00:00 GMT