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Bonjour mes amis.
Je m'appelle Shaina.
Je suis seize ans.
So where do i start... hmmm first of all i am a girl that sees things differently then most people do. I have my own mind and my own heart and am not easily influenced by my surrounding peers. You think I am lying? So be it. I know what kinda person i am. I know i have flaws, things about myself that aren't so great. Who doesn't? Nobody is perfect which means there is absolutely no reason for you to expect me to be. Love me for who I am and I will show you the world that i surround myself with and what makes me tick. I will accept your friendship with loving arms and I will hold you close, no matter how much it hurts in the end.
That's another subject i would like to discuss: Trust and Respect. i have a big fear of getting close to people only to fall through the cracks. I don't care how cool you are in school, or what kind of clothes you wear or whatever floats your boat, i will not lower or degrate myself to give you the self satisfaction of having control over the very fact that I am and will continue to be a push over. If you treat me like dirt, then for all I care, you can go kick rocks. I have had many people in my life do this to me and I wont take it into consideration anymore. I am tired of being the scared little girl that i used to be. To give into what other people want to see me as to fit in with there standards, you have a problem, confront me about it in a kind matter and i would love to discuss it. Which, does not mean have a lets see who has the trashiest mouth contest. I love to settle things in a peaceful manner. I don't agree on fighting, even if sometimes i talk like i do... i really don't.
On another note, I can't stand little kids that dress up like they are sixteen or eighteen, in my book if you dress like that you are a poser. I see so many kids these days like 11 or 12 years old. Wearing heavy make-up, wearing expensive brand clothes, chopping up there hair and getting extravagent peircings, take my advice girls. you don't need it. just be yourself and don't be in a hurry to grow up, don't date every guy you meet or because friends with just because you want a boyfriend. Cherish the friendships that you have with those people and wait till your time comes. time goes by better than you think. So go ahead! act silly! hang out with your friends! do things that 11, 12, or 13 year old kids would do instead of 17 or 18. To my sister, Erica, because I worry about you the most.
I also love to laugh, smile, sing, run, jump, giggle, scream,dance and yell to the top of my lungs just for the heck of it. I show my true colors only around people that show me theirs. I would have to say Justice, Kaylene, and Jarrod, and my family have seen my true colors. And to this day they still accept me. Who could ask for more? These people and many more are the inspiration in my life to push myself to the limit. I love to play tennis, but with no pressure included please. I miss working out and being athletic. If you work out with me, your my new hero :). Drawing and Painting are passions that will stick with me the rest of my life, i hope to get better and better and i want to go to college for art no matter what it takes me to get there, i have come to far for someone to tell me i am not good enough. Just like anyother human being, i have my quiet days, but i am probably one of the goofiest people you will ever meet. To you it may be stupidity, to me, i call it endless fun :) This year i have also found a new love of History and Sports Medicine class. i have learned so much and i want to continue learning more. I CANT STAND ENGLISH CLASS!!! Je parle petite Francaise aussi. I speak a little bit of French also. :) I am always looking for new things to do and places to see. which is why i want my liscence lol.
Don't be afraid to talk to me, i am always interested in meeting new people, and don't worry i wont judge you :)I got my myspace layouts from

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To Catch and Release, the burden of Change.

My heart is pounding inside my chest for me to sleep, my dreams are dark and empty, his face glows in my head and I can't rid of the burden, of wanting something I can never have...All the dreams t...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:12:00 GMT

the way i feel inside

The possibilities are endlessTo describe the roll you play in my lifeAnd why you play the most important one.You give me that feeling of belonging,I know now what it means to be whole.The gentle touch...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 22:37:00 GMT

Loss and Confusion:English Poem: Universal theme.

The universal them on our project was how gang violence not only affects the gangs but the communities around them, so i wrote a poem about a little boy whose family was taken away from them by such v...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 18:56:00 GMT

Making a difference

This poem i made my freshman year outof cutting words outof magazines and i think it sounds cool so i hope you enjoy it. :D   Making a difference A wild life can surprise you A true heart can wel...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 15:32:00 GMT

Life as of February 7, 2008

February 7th, 2008i havent written in my journal for a while and at the moment i am very much quite annoyed with the fact that my birds wont shut up! gah! anyone want an umbrella cockatoo? [no seriuos...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 16:22:00 GMT

Thanksgiving day 2007

So yeah today is thanksgiving and as you know today is the day where you get together with lots of family, call relatives on the phone, and most importantly...stuff your face!!! hahaha :P But, as a lo...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:45:00 GMT

My trip in cali

it has been great for the past week i wish i could at least stay here for a nother week though,on friday we drove at 1 oclock in the afternoon and got by sanbernidino in 3 oclock in the morning, after...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:50:00 GMT

As time slips by

With each and every second The grasp of time slips through our fingers So as we live, we need to learn, to dream and to embrace for tommorow as today becomes part of our past   Every moment ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 13:24:00 GMT