finding laughter |
i am doing way better. up out of the house doing real life things. i just got back from santa barbara. i am hanging out with friends and even making new ones. but i am still bipolar and the little lif...
Posted by sarah on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:37:00 PST |
pushing myself |
i want to remember who i am. what i look like. what i like to do. its hard tying to remember these things. i have to push myself to get out, put on clothes and do things. so today i started. i wo...
Posted by sarah on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 03:03:00 PST |
returning from hell |
as you all know i have been i a really bad depression for the past three and a half months. this has been the worst depression i have been in yet. there were some really scary moments. but i have made...
Posted by sarah on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 01:24:00 PST |
lost |
i am losing who i used to know as myself. this depression has swalloed me whole. i have really gotten to see what my future holds and its hard for me to see what i have to live for. everything i am g...
Posted by sarah on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:29:00 PST |
my head under the covers |
i feel like my life stops when i get sick. i lay still in my bed with my head under the sheets while everyone else keeps moving. working eating going to shows haveing sex. the good stuff in life. i m...
Posted by sarah on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 11:13:00 PST |
my chances on living |
At least 50% of people with bipolar disorder make at least one suicide attempt. 1 in 5 people with bipolar disorder commits suicide....
Posted by sarah on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 08:53:00 PST |
tear |
have you ever watched your self start to cry
Posted by sarah on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 05:16:00 PST |
when eeyore is your best friend |
when every thought you have is sad and so untrue to who you really are. i hate myself right now. everyday is a struggle. i hate being bipolar. i am now on my fith drug to add to my daily intake. lovel...
Posted by sarah on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 09:02:00 PST |
the older i get |
i feel that the older i get and the more people i let into my life, the more i distrust people. the more i realize that everyone is lying to me and is going to hurt me somehow. my advise for everyone ...
Posted by sarah on Tue, 02 May 2006 11:36:00 PST |
so what did i learn in denver |
i got reminded of who i really am and what i am all about. i got rid of the sad confused sarah and came home with a sarah who has a new out look on life. all it took was a good slap in the face from j...
Posted by sarah on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:12:00 PST |
