I miss my mom and sister ALL the time, and this is where it starts. I've had a pretty shitty year and i don't know if it will ever get any better. I had my grandpa, my mom, and my sister all pass away within 1 year. Don't get me wrong I love my life just not the things that are happening right now. I've been married for 5 yrs in july =) YAH!! Me and Steven have been together for almost 8yrs and been to hell and back with our relationship and everything that goes along with it, but we always seem to get it right in the long run. If it hadn't been for him this past year I don't know what I would have done.