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About Me

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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...I'm keeping this website up as a memory to who I used to be to someone..
About me?.. idk anymore *shrugs*
Hmm...some traits of mine..I'll just keep adding to a list whenever I think of something...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I want the truth even if it hurts me
I have a horrible memory
I'm very emotional!
I can be pretty selfish
I'm my grandma's princess :)
I like helping people & animals
As my mom says, "She's so smart she's stupid"
I'm a worrier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol, can't chage that!
I have many different moods and depending on them and the lyrics of the song determin what kind of music I listen to at that moment if I listen to any at all.
I get discouraged easily.
I LOVE TO LAUGH!!!!
my friends/family are first in my heart and i don't plan to change that for anyone
i don't like to fight/argue and don't like being around ppl who do
i'm a headstrong kind of person
i'm nice, sweet, and kind in nature but if you get on my bad side..well..that's your problem to deal with
i don't like to depend on people and if i'm offerd help before i ask for it i feel like someone believes i'm not smart enough to do something on my own.
i ruin others.
i'm terribly afraid of losing my mom.. i fight with her a lot.. and make her sad.. because i don't know how to take compliments or advice : /
i try to stay positive, but it doesn't always work for me.
i want to do something meaningful with my life, but most days i feel like my life is wasting away.

My Interests

Why Is Love So Hard to Find? by Jesse McCartney

Figuring myself out.

Memories...******

I'd like to meet:



Who I'd Like To Meet: Someone who will be really REALLY depressed if my plane ever crashes..

..*sigh*..My puppy, my handsome man, and a huge chunk of my heart..I love him so much, and I don't think I will ever truly stop crying over loosing him.. i hope he's doing amazing in doggie heaven .. 11/15/06 ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Music:



5/18/06...♥♥♥...he meant a lot to many people...he'll always me remembered and loved.

Movies:



I WATCH ALL MOVIES THAT SEEM LIKE THEY HAVE A GREAT STORY LINE, ONES THAT MAKE ME LAUGH, AND JUST ABOUT ALL DISNEY MOVIES...MOVIES ROCK!

Just Some Examples

**FLICKA!!****Ladder 49**Pretty Woman**Dirty Dancing**Sixteen Candles**50 First Dates**Moulin Rouge**Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story**Along Came Polly**Never Been Kissed**I Am Sam**The Notebook**Bedazzled**Ever After**The Hot Chick**A Walk To Remember**Titanic**The Cronicals of Narnia**The Mirical Worker**Eurotrip**Save the Last Dance**Pearl Harbor**Underworld**13 Going on 30**Little Black Book**Pirates of the Caribbean**Grease**

Television:



I LIKE "South Of Nowhere"((interesting show!)) "Degrassi"((drama that i can watch and try to prevent from my life..pffft)) "MY NAME IS EARL"(the best show ever!!), THAT 70'S SHOW(i want a piece of Fez! *drools* lol), THE SIMPSONS(re-runs rock my socks off!), KING OF THE HILL(rednecks are the sexiest ppl alive! wew!), ANYTHING ON ANIMAL PLANET(animals are so cute and i wanna be a vet, so deal with it! :D), CSI(maybe my second career could be a CSI..that'd be awesomeness!), LAW AND ORDER!!! WEW! SVU AND CI!! (i'm an intellegent person and love to figure things out...that show's perfect for me! :D), GILMORE GIRLS(used to be a show me and my mom bonded with), MEDIUM!!(i love wierd things..go figure! hehe), The Loop (hillarious show!! ^_^ luv it!)..Psych (so funny!)..WINDFALL!.. HEROS!(my favorite show!!!!)...AND I THINK THAT'S IT LOL.

Books:

I read a lot of books. Mostly by Julie Garwood but my friend Annmarie is introducing me to other great authors. I don't think I really have a favorite.

SOME BOOKS I'VE READ:

***Chase The Wind***Killjoy***Murder List***Gentle Warrior***The Lion's Lady***Guardian Angel***The Gift***Castles***Prince Charming***The Wedding***Heartbreaker***The Clayborn Brides Trilogy (One Pink Rose, One White Rose, and One Red Rose)***Ransom***Mercy***Slow Burn***Chicken Soup for the College Soul***More Than You Dreamed***Come the Spring***Love Me Forever***

Heroes:


My heros would have to be:
~ my mom because she will go through so much pain and still find a way to smile and make others smile too...she's a VERY strong person and I wish I had her strength..
~my grandma because she has been the one in my life that has always stayed with me and tought me a great deal about life and helped me to grow into the person i am today. she's a fantastic person and i love her with all my heart. i do not know what i would do without her in my life.
~mrs.chambers!!! a lot of people at my school have said a lot of mean things about this teacher, and if they would have only tried to realize that she was trying to help them out, they would be as appriciative as i am. without her class, and her pushing me to learn in a different way, i know i would never make it through college. i know that because i was failing my college class this year, until i rememberd mrs.chambers' class and they ways she helped me get through. she's a great teacher and person in all!
~all my friends that are there for me everytime i have something i can't deal with alone come into my life. you guys have showed me how important friendships are, not to screw them up, and how to forgive. ALSO! how to give, along with taking. i do not know where i'd be today without you guys' help...i know i wouldn't like it though..and neither would the people around me. THANK YOU SO MUCH! ♥♥♥ i love you all!!

My Blog

i can't believe he's gone....

My first day at a new school.. I was being led around and shown the layout of the land lol... during my walk around, the bell rings for the students to switch classes.... in the middle of the sea of t...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 11:41:00 PST

being goofy

http://www.memegen.net/viewmeme.pl" method="post">What Makes You.. by SheBangs12Your name?Your gender?MaleFemaleOtherWhat makes you sexy?Your hipsWhat makes you pretty?Your smileWhat makes you loveabl...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 04:01:00 PST

like it or not

This is me: JanuaryStubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:09:00 PST

:D Paula's first time eatin' custard!! :D

So here are some pictures of today after we went to the airport and had Paula try Jason's frozen custard for the first time...it looks nasty but it's yummy!!!     This whole experience...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 09:52:00 PST

Girls Gone Wild!!!!!!

While we were driving to Kansas City to drop Page off at the airport to go home....we saw the Girls Gone Wild tour bus!!   I was like "OMG! I'm gonna flash them!" and Page was like "I'll moon em!...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 09:46:00 PST

Fun times yesterday lol.

((( this was writen by paula ))) *Yesterday* *me,Brandi,Joyce,Page,and Billie* went to the pool.. And we were havin all kinds of funn.. and we were tryin to get billie to go down this slide thing for ...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 09:22:00 PST

MY PAST WEEK!!

This past week I haven't really been talking to anybody outside of school because I have been attending pre-tryout practices for my school's Color Guard.  Monday through Thursday..right after sch...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Sat, 13 May 2006 09:33:00 PST

My bestest friend

My bestest friend in the whole world is named Paula Marie Taylor.  She's the one I'm thankful for having in my life most because I know we can always share our thoughts.  We have been able t...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Sun, 07 May 2006 09:30:00 PST

Deep thoughts I felt like sharing. Preserved! lol

So here I am thinking about life. The people in it and the ones that will leave it soon. Wondering why we're put on this earth and why the notion of finding one special person to live the rest of our ...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Sun, 07 May 2006 09:13:00 PST

IT'S SANTA! WEW! ^_^

(Paula):Hey brandi look at that guy and his sexy hair!!(Brandi):HEY LOOK IT'S SANTA!!!! (Paula):haha SCORE!! SANTA!!! (Brandi):WOOT! (paula): hey wheres his sleigh??(brandi): he's upgraded.. (paula):w...
Posted by count your blessings now fore theyre long gone on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:00:00 PST