Different kinds of people!!
Lincoln Town Car 95 Special edition.. that's right boi!!
It's almost been a year that they took you from us. Seven gunshots took your life and stripped us all from having you around. your absence has left a tremendous void in our family. We all miss you, you made me realize how important my family is to me. I don't know what I would do if I lost another member. Losing you was one too many, one too soon. I still remember hanging out with you, going to the burger joint just to accompany you. When you needed a ride, I was the first one there, I remember taking you to work at 5am, and everytime you stepped out of my car you would tell me to be careful. I remember when those guys tried to beat me and Greg up in front of my grandmas, you ran to the rescue and scared those guys back to where they came from. I remember those times I would come home aftermidnight and you would be out there waiting, you would open the door and ask me to kick it. WE would talk about things, mostly about Jessie, how we needed to save him before the streets caught up to him, your death made me stronger. I used to depend on you for advice, all I have now is your knowledge. You're the reason I stay on track, the reason I keep all my goals. You always told me I would make the family proud, that I needed to set the example. That I needed to bring pride to our last name. Even though I sign a different one, I'm an Olivarez deep down inside. I miss you so much, you can't even imagine, your death made all my problems seem like nothing, I haven't been able to overcome your death, each night I come home, I open that door, I wish I could see you sitting on my grandma's steps, I hope to hear your voice saying "Jr. just kick it, I need to talk to you." but I don't hear it. Every night before I go to sleep, I look out that window, hoping to see you, everytime I hear a noise outside the house, I hope it's you, I wish you'd come back, at least as a ghost, one time when I was asleep, I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard your voice, you said my name, my heart started pounding, i looked up but i didnt' see you. I kept looking and looking, I walked around the house twice, hoping to catch you, I knew you were there, watching me. Making sure I was alright. My mom has had dreams about you, she loves you so much, I remember her cry that day you left, I can never forget it, I see it in her eyes, she truly misses you. All I can say is I miss you DAD. I miss you like no other, one day we'll meet again, we have too much to catch up on. R.I.P. Peter Olivarez...10-10-2004...MY DAD R.I.P.