I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from <harm>

About Me

I got my MySpace Layout at HerMyspaceLayouts.com."Just focus on today. Focus on what you can control. Your mind, your heart, your way of getting through the day with a chuckle or two. It helps." -The Best Medicine"Love means never having to say you're sorry"
My Website type dealy My name is Beth. I graduated from DGS in Janurary of 2007 and now I'm going to Doane College in Nebraska.It's honestly the best experience of my life. I've changed my majoring in Psychology and possibly minoring in English. But ask me again tomorrow and I probably changed my mind again. My friends and family are literally the world to me. Without them I wouldn't be here. All of my friends in Illinois and all of my friends here in Nebraska are better than you. Don't mess with my friends or family because I'll be the biggest bitch you'll ever meet :-). I'm currently single and I don't care. I love being an a relationship, but I'm not going to run out and find one. Lets see, I'm a very open person. You can ask me ANYTHING and chances are I'll answer it honestly and with probably more information than you want to know. I'm also pretty opinionated and I like for my voice to be heard, but only to those who want to hear it. Why would I waste my breath telling you something if you don't care about it anyway? I love music and everything about music. I'm musically challenged, but I appreciate the art of music. I like thinking about anything and everything. It's not illegal yet, so until then I'm going to continue to do what I want and think what I want. I'm also Agnostic. Contrary to popular belief, agnostic does NOT mean I don't believe in God, but moreso that I'm open to other ideas, theories and other options. I don't know what else there is to say about me, if you'd like to know more or just be one of my friends you can always send me a message or something. Just be sure to remember that I'm very sarcastic and bitchy at times."Only enemies speak the truth; Friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in a web of duty."-Stephen KingWe're a wild and an untamed thing We're a bee with a deadly sting, You get a hit and your mind goes ping Your heart'll pump and your blood will sing So let the party and the sounds rock on We're gonna shake it 'till the life has gone Rose tint my world Keep me safe from my trouble and pain Beth --
[adjective]:
Sexually stunning
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My Interests

Music, Movies, random things.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet fun, intelligent, interesting people who can stand my strange quirks and not find me annoying. I enjoy meeting all different types of people. I hold the greatest respect for people who I can have an intelligent conversation with. I tend to make friends with people who aren't like me at all, who are outgoing, random and can think spontaneously. But when it comes down to it, if you would like to meet me, than I would like to meet you.

Music:

Dope, Makeshift Romeo, Hollywood Undead, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Dir en Gray, Twiztid, Kottonmouth Kings, Meatloaf, Pink, Avril Lavgine [some], Nine Inch Nails, Korn, Marilyn Manson, Adema, Aerosmith, 30 Seconds to Mars [some], AFI [old..some new], Atreyu, The Birthday Massacre, Blue October, BuckCherry, Cold, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, Eminem, Evanesence, Fefe Dobson, Foo Fighters, The Fray [some], Kayne West, Lacuna Coil, Linkin Park, Lost Prophets, ManufraQture, Digital Mindy, Nelly Furtado, Nickelback, No Doubt, Rammstein, Saliva, Shiny Toy Guns, Staind, Stone Sour, Sugarcult, TechN9ne, SOAD, Theory of a Deadman, Three Days Grace [some], Usher, The Vincent Black Shadow, The Veronicas, TaTu, Sixx AM

Movies:

Requiem for a Dream, Pan's Labrynth, Girl, Interrupted, RENT, Fight Club, Rebel without a Cause, Pump up the Volume, Party Monster, The Boondock Saints and many more but I don't feel like thinking

Television:

CSI, Family Guy, Invader Zim

Books:

1,000 Paper Cranes, Small Steps, Go Ask Alice, Blue is for Nightmares, The 5 people you meet in Heaven, The Heroin Diaries

Heroes:

I ♥ Nagano I want to be like him when I grow up.

My Blog

Short story. Messed up and fun!

This is the start of a short story I'm working on. It's a very very rough draft and obviously a first copy. Give me feedback! Let me know what you think!! &n...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 10:28:00 PST

And you should know that the lies wont hide your flaws, No sense in hiding yours

you gave up on your dreams along the waySo let me just say right now, that a lot of my last blog was a lie. Not all of it. But yeah, there were lies involved.And I realize it's just myspace and nobody...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Fri, 09 May 2008 12:14:00 PST

Were beautiful garbage

The end of my freshman year of college has arrived and I guess it's time for an overview of my year.LoveWhen I first got here I was still with Skippy. I thought that he and I could make our relations...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Mon, 05 May 2008 10:33:00 PST

You’re such a fucking hypocrite

I'm sad. No, not just sad. I'm hurt. But what sucks, is I have no one to be mad at for this! So this Spring Break was supposed to be fantastic. John was going to come home with me and he would meet my...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 07:38:00 PST

We march and we fall

Oh man this week is sucky..Monday, I don't remember what we did, but at like 2:00am Chet and Micha are super drunk and decide that they want to go to Shoemakers for some eats. Since they needed a DD a...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 02:26:00 PST

They’d write me a letter saying that I better, Shut up and sing or my life will be over

[[Hey Beth! How has your break been?]]It's been brought to my attention that the only time I use my myspace is when I'm depressed. Well fuck off. If you don't want to read a lot..don't read this! Thi...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 09:11:00 PST

I want the whole world to see we’ve met

It's been so long since I've updated. So much has happened, and yet I don't have much of anything to talk about. A lot of things have changed and yeah, I know someone who will most definately say that...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 02:54:00 PST

Do you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral?

I'm sitting in the hospital...holding Bethany's hand..She goes unconscious...stops breathing...I'm the only one in the room....She's not hooked up to any monitors...30 seconds is a really long time..W...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 12:48:00 PST

My whole body feels like it’s cracking into pieces. Fragile-ism doesn’t even come close...

...to describing how I feelWhat do you dowhen you've hurt the person you loverepeatedlyLike 6 times- the same mistakeIt's not like you can say "no baby, You can trust me, I swear, please take me back"...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 06:32:00 PST

Then vs. Now

I was going through my old Bloop entries to look for long lost pictures..but instead I came up with this..Then- January 27, 2004 I wrote an entry about the statistics of deaths caused by tobacco and w...
Posted by I |need| a {GUN} to keep myself from [[harm]] on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:36:00 PST