You never know what blessing's God has waiting for you so just be optimisitc about whatevers going on in your life!I've just recently learned that you can't live your life to please others. Thats my number one rule. I have also learned not to judge others, but to understand their differences and maybe you can learn from them. Basically be open minded. Also never allow yourself to be judged by others because noone is perfect and noone can judge you until they have walk a mile in your shoes.Over the years i have become a loner, a rebel of sorts. I am amongst people but still I'm in my own world. I'm misunderstood by most so I have made some changes in my life. I am now more closed, never open to anyone. Noone will ever fully understand you which leads to judgement. I have been dissapointed and hurt many times before. This has left me cold hearted to some strong to others but yet I still find happiness through the Lord Jesus Christ so that keeps me from being bitter from my experiences. I can't wait to go to heaven so I can be surrounded by nothing but good instead of so much evil.Has life experiences blinded me? Or have I blinded myself?.............................................. Why am I striving so hard for success? Why am I working so hard to be "The Man" just to die one day and have it all go away. Forgotten and maybe hated. I have turned the gift I have into such a joke. So busy, dressing it up, Painting it up, and Gaming it up (if you know what I'm talking about ;.)) Let me say that again. I've been so busy dressing my self up, Painting my cars up and gaming females heads up, just to.......just to what? Why do I strive to go away from what I know really matters? Let me not get to deep. It took a dream for me to realize how hurt I really am. How my back is turned from the truth. I am now striving to become a better man. Things are about to change. I am scared, but I am praying. I....thank God, my Family, my Wife and My Friends for Staying, for Support, and for Love. Thanks for reading I just had to get the truth off my chest...........................IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND YOU ARE LOOKING IN THE MIRROR, DON'T WAIST TIME LIKE I DID TRYING TO BE "THE MAN". STRIVE TO PLEASE THE ONE'S THAT MATTER IN YOUR LIFE. ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE FIT IN YOUr LIFE AND THE OTHERS LET THEM PASS.........................................I'm originally from Philadelphia PA. I joined the army straight from Gratz High at the age of 17 and it's all I've known since 99. I've been to Ft. Benning GA, Camp Humphreys Korea/ Yongsan, Ft Huachuca Arizona/ Tuscan, Phoenix, Nogales Mexico, Rocky Point Mexico, Ft Lee VA, Budingen 1-1 CAV Germany/ Frankfurt, Paris, Hawaii, Amman Jordan, even Petra and I'm now makin moves in Camp Zama Japan/ Tokyo, Yokohama, Shibuya, Shinjuku, Roppongi and the list goes on and on. I got sent to Iraq 2 times but I don't really like to talk about it even though I wouldn't trade the over all experience for the world. I don't have many friends cause it's hard for me to trust that people don't have a hidden agenda and I'm real blunt. Plus if I get an SOS or bad feeling from someone I fall back without even thinking about it. I'm a capricorn so I'm a person of extremes so I love and hate hard theres NO middle ground. I usually only get along with people that got they shit together that way it's harder for them to hate. That's just about it. SEEK WISDOM!____________________Word to the wise you can buy a womans affection but then you have to worry about every man with more stacks than you.
You can try to mold a woman into your idea of a perfect woman, but once she becomes something other than herself you'll find out how horrible she can be.
You can try to get a women thats easy to get, but if she was easy for you to get then she'll be easy for others to get as well. I mean whats the secret, how do you get and keep a good women. Well I can tell you how I did it. I was myself I didn't try to impress her. We became friends first and then let nature take it's course. I took everything slow. It seemed like once I fell back on the games I was able to get someone who wasn't about games. I thank God for the blessing of a good wife. On the side of every King theres a Queen.http://www.projectplaylist.com/playlist/additem/131767
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