jajafreak

+loner..( and i hate it) +difficult +i know that life is a bitch +daydreamer(bigtym) +biggest drmaqueen +luvs my frnds..(though dey dnt undrstnd me at most tyms) +knws hw to appreciate..(evn 2 d smllest dtails) +livin in d wrng world +i hate myself..(all my lyf) +biggest hater...(of all tyms) +jaded..(snce birth) +sensitive..(super) +non-average +whimsy +gud listener..(as my real frnds say so) +non-bliever..(eat me..) +got a lot of things running through my freakn head +snob..(ahuh..im human too) +sad..(forever) +feeds on other's misery..(deal w it) +misjudged +under estimated +intimidating(alwaya loved it) +catholic but not religious +fragile heart +hve a lots of questions in my mind... +questions dat hunts us even to our graves... +and yet still left unanswered... +stuborn.(the biggest one in town) +stalker +jackass +artsy +whacko +a fan +spoild bratt +i guess im a bit of everything.. +being plain me & all dat doesnt mke me less human... +mst pipol doesnt lyk me(yea..and so..i dnt lyk dem either) +not a pleaser +agonize pipol i hate so mch..(dnt worry, ill juz send them in hell) +mostly i run..(as fast as i cud..) +but im no chicken +weeper bt doesnt shows.(acting tough) +silence mkes me wanna cry.(if only i cn avoid it) +playing careless.(bt mostly it hurts) +wat i hate d most is it penetrates evn to my bones. +wanna hold on to my youth.(and stay 4evr) +life sucks. +and yet i hve to live w/ it all my life. +scared to die +i dnt wanna die yet. +actually.dis is lyk my 2nd life..literally. +got hit by a car.(bt still hir alive & kicking ass..) +bt i still hvnt realyz wat shud i do. +and wat i rily want...++IT REQUIRES MORE EFFORT 2 B NICE THAN 2 B AN ASSHOLE SO WHY BOTHER++