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You're dead to me. You're nothing but a ghost of my past.
We did not think of the great open plains, the beautiful rolling hills, and winding streams with tangled growth, as wild. Only to the white man was nature a wilderness, and only to him was the land infested with wild animals and savage people. To us it was tame. Earth was bountiful and we were surrounded with the blessings of the great mystery. Not until the hairy man from the east came and with brutal frenzy heaped injustices upon us and upon the families we loved was it wild for us. When the very animals of the forest began fleeing from his approach, then it was that for us the wild west began.
Chief Luther Standing Bear
Oglala band of Sioux
The name is Jen or Jenessa and I hate the government that is run by the white people, they're useless and have done enough damage. I do not want to live with their rules and laws, controlling your every move. I want to be free and to live in peace without having the 'need' to possess riches and luxury. It's pretty sad considering what most people's priorities and values are.
I am Native, Aboriginal or First Nations, whichever you prefer, and damn proud of it. My mother is Ojibwa and my father is Salish. No I do not fit your ignorant and closed minded stereotype. Which is: We're all just 'lazy drunken uneducated indians who live in run down houses, we commit crime, sniff glue and jump people' right? Well I'm far from it and I'm sure most of us are. Having a lifestyle like that has nothing to do with race, it is the individual who make those choices. But yes I do love everything that has to do with my culture. It was hard for me to accept my nationality. I felt like I didn't fit in with 'my people', I felt I was the outsider. My father pushed our culture on me, at least thats what I thought, he would drag us to pow wows and he'd be like, "What you aren't proud to be Native?" so that explains why I'm only accepting it today. I believe one of the worst things to do is deny your own nationality. So I've decided to embrace mine. Though I should have long ago. I've been away from it for so long because I haven't seen my father all that much since I was 10 and he was the one to show me and my sister our culture. It feels good to get in touch with it again, but now I'm doing it on my own and I feel rather alone and confused.
I Love My People and that includes all Native Tribes. Our Pride Will Not Be Destroyed.
No matter what horrible things my people have gone through, they still stand strong and proud, and that is an unbelievable inspiration.
That's the way it will always be - We Will Continue to Stand Strong and Proud.
I'm An Atheist, An Artist and A Believer in the Paranormal. I am an atheist because I will not lower myself to follow some gods rules and life a live of how 'he' thinks I should live it. I will not give up my freedom to be tied down to a religion.
I'm a feminist. I'm an old soul who looks down upon young people, unless they're fully mature and responsible. I'm a child, a teenager, an adult and an elderly person, mentally. My goal is to become a better person, or I just need help.
I'm an extremely sensitive person. Because of that, I am careful not to say things or do things that I know will hurt others. It displeases me that I see it everyday. So I am rather disappointed that most people don't realize what wrong things they're doing and saying.
I'm boring but creative. I'm a perfectionist and obsessed with organization and I have a thing for lots of detail. I'm blessed to be one of the "quiet, humble artists", I can't stand all of you loud and obnoxious people.
I'm sarcastic and defensive, as I've been told. I hate change. I'm stubborn and smart just like my mother. I'm easily aggravated and artistic like my father. I don't make friends easily - I like to choose them. And I don't hang out with them much for I prefer to be alone. I'm no role model but I give good advice that I never seem to follow.
I'm not as accepting as I once claimed, so chances are I'll find something about you I don't like and I'll automatically not like you for that reason, maybe worshipping certain bands I despise greatly. I try not to be judgemental but it's one of everyone's flaws, don't deny it.
There's nothing too interesting about me so there you go. All I know is that I know who I am - As I've clearly stated above with some boring paragraphs about who I am.
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I'd like to meet:



The God, The One and Only, Carl McCoy. Patrick Brazeau. Troy Westwood. Elijah Harper. Michael and Eddie Spears. Eric Schweig. Rodney A. Grant. Billy Merasty. Gordon Tootoosis. Morticia. Vampira. The Undertaker. Johnny Depp. Stevie Nicks. Ludwig Van Beethoven. Aleister Crowley. Anton Szandor LaVey. Elvira. Lily Munster. Charles Manson.

And whomever shares the same interests. Especially my people who are very much involved their Native culture and non Natives who are interested in our culture (Just stop stealing ours! It's funny that white people have no culture so they rip everyone off of theirs. Like they think everything is theirs...you mutts), people I can learn from, intelligent artists and poets, believers in the paranormal, Occultists, devoted fans of Fields of the Nephilim, horror movie and serial killer fanatics, anime freaks, and video game nerds.

My Blog

Stolen muhahaha

100 questionsTRUTHS :1. name ? Jen :( lol2. do you have an iPod ? Want but dont want. Dont have.3. do you like taco bell?--> Bleh not anymore4. zodiac sign ? Taurus5. male or female ? Male. Lol. Femal...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 09:52:00 GMT

Yo ho ho

Nearly 4am....~yawn~ Making a blog out of boredom. Still deciding what i should get for my first tattoo....deciding whether or not i should get tattooed.....my moms friend does them for cheap....now i...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 01:45:00 GMT

Sweeeeet xD

Haha Blogging Whore is still up. Just found you can now put 40 top friends, i only did 32 lol. Blah, insane. Thats good enough. Im overtired, dizzy and hyper xD Uhhh....mom  just walked in...damn...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 07:15:00 GMT

Happy happy happy....so very....

...Happy :D Lol. Because the insane, powerful, beautiful thunderstorm we just had....i was thinking of walking out in the street being hypnotized by the beauty of it....rain pouring, powerful wind, li...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 23:24:00 GMT

Loveliness...

 White Oleander By Janet Fitch Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find p...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 04:51:00 GMT

Good morning poppet....

Well this morning....happened to look out my living room window, ooooh pretty sunrise! Lol. I just remembered why i love summer.....sunrises/sunsets and thunderstorms. I mean i know people would thin...
Posted by on Sat, 26 May 2007 08:15:00 GMT

Fuck im gettin old...kinda...

Woohoo im 17 hahaha woot -_-  .... O_O .... ^_^ Waiting for MySpace to change my 16 to 17 XD So im 17. 18 next year. Shit. Im gettin old lmao. Sigh.....well another new year. A new year of nothi...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 23:48:00 GMT