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About Me

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My Interests

roadbikes art cooking interior design sewing

Music:

easy listening

Movies:

the sweet hereafter the ballad of jack and rose gummo julien donkey boy raising arizona wild at heart when peggy sue got married the brown bunny divine trash rosemaries baby the tenant. repulsion. pink flamingos

Books:

graphic novels 60's romance

Heroes:

john waters roman polanski Harmony Korine ingmar bergman Fellini

My Blog

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Posted by j.e.n on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 02:38:00 PST

happy birthday my ass

its not like i expected to be having fun. its just that since its my birthday everything is magnified.  the fact that i hate mylife. ive been crying since 11:30. talking to my sister set it off. ...
Posted by j.e.n on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 02:09:00 PST

suicide

im leaving. this place. youll forget all about me. hands through my hair. tired face torn up arguments about nothing. im leaving. you wont remember me like when you told me that you loved me it wont m...
Posted by j.e.n on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 12:51:00 PST

unrelated topics

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Posted by j.e.n on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 05:57:00 PST

god i hate you

lets have stuffed turkey for dinner. i'll grab the cokes oh my god i love your outfit you sure have grown.
Posted by j.e.n on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:46:00 PST

poison yer tea

    we sat naked at the kitchen table expressions so dismal it felt better like this. the light came in through the window but i hated it. i told you all about my day the weathers nice isnt ...
Posted by j.e.n on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:27:00 PST

do you love me

i was sitting by yer grannies grave i was sitting by yer garnnies grave i was telling her things, things i shouldn't say   do you love me?   do youreally love me? do you want to kiss me? i w...
Posted by j.e.n on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:21:00 PST

it doesnt help

i think about your touch. when i lie in bed at night. trying to keep from crying. its the same story retold twice i point my finger to my brains.   she did it just to feel som...
Posted by j.e.n on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:16:00 PST

a romantic poem

the window sill caresses your bum like a pie cooling in the night air. the outlines of your pretty hair sparkle like shredded tinfoil. you stare out over the town glowing with the lamplight strewn acr...
Posted by j.e.n on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:22:00 PST

feels better than it sounds

we cant find the right switch its too dark in here but its almost better than you think im getting tired but i know im too young to die.
Posted by j.e.n on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:52:00 PST