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About Me

I'm Samantha I'm 17 I go by: Sam, Sammy, Doodle, Sammydoodle, Baby, Bunnie Rabbit, Samarie... Most of my Family are amazing people, and I love them to death. I'd do anything for them. My friends are my life My boyfriend is my love and my heart He's the greatest thing that ever happened to me and I don't care what anyone says. I'll be a legal adult (18!!) in November I love God with all my heart. I have no idea who I am. My hair never does what I want it to. And I space out a lot. I still love playing in space walks and day dreaming. I firmly believe that there is nothing wrong with wanting to be a little kid forever. I have no regrets, what's the point in making life more miserable over things you can't change? I am naturally a loud person. Writing and music are my love. They are the result of most of my brilliance. And I love them more than almost anything else. almost... I like school. And, yes, I am weird. Sometimes I think I'm truly insane. And maybe I am... I believe in living life to the fullest, because you never know when it will be taken from you... Even if that means breaking some rules...

My Blog

FOR MY BABY

rapid pulse, a bleeding agony.. single steps echoing a failing journey just beginning to end a ballad for empty hearts don't drown, sweet angel. your tears will dry become an ocean for a soul, once ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 13:18:00 GMT

I wont say it again

i hate being told that you know what i'm thinking. i'm a teenager yes and just because you were teenagers once doesn't mean you know what i'm thinking. because i'm not like you were. i don't mean that...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:10:00 GMT

standing still

Sometimes I feel useless. I mean, everyone else around me is moving on, doing, accomplishing. I just stay. Exactly as I am. I don't change I don't move forward and God knows I'm trying. What am I supp...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 18:39:00 GMT

Catherine Marie Cooper

CAT, you are without a doubt, my bestest buddy. you've been there for me through thick and thin, and with me when i could hardly stand to be around myself. i love you're craziness and all the fun we h...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 21:38:00 GMT

Cody Peters, I think Im in love with you! [well, still am. i fell for you a long time ago.]

my baby. i'm so glad i have you. without you i really would be lost. and thats not something i wanna be right now. i'm lost enough as it is...thank you for always being there for me and with me when i...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 00:32:00 GMT

just thinking

so the family came home last night around midnight...and (surprise surprise!!!) the fighting started almost instantaneously. so yea....i'm just hoping to get out of this soon. it'll save us all. altho...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 00:12:00 GMT

something i wrote

Flames climb slowly up the walls and throughout burning the family, burning the home, burning the life, burning it red. The riery red of the flames boils the crimson blood spilled from the wounds, onl...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 18:23:00 GMT

what happened to maturity??

there are a lot of things about me and my friends that people can't accept. they think 'omg, they wear black, they must be bad!' you're wrong. just because we wear black does not mean we are bad. it m...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 09:22:00 GMT

My Love

Cody--- you are my love and my life, and i love you more than anything else in this world. I am so lucky that I have you. Where would I be without you. Lost. I can't think of the words to describe how...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 23:07:00 GMT

?LOVE?

we find true love only once in our lives. The truest kind of love. THe love that hits you so hard, you never even see it. The kind that sweeps you off your feet and carries you away. The kind of love ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 12:30:00 GMT