HIGH OFF THE GLASS

SHOCK-I'm not a clone, I'm a FrankensteinCreated through the visions of a mastermind This face, this soul, profile is mine But ya'll don't notice FRANKENSTEIN! So what if I use jumper cables to kick-start my retarded ass n paint my face. Bitch i've been painting my face since '96 Ten years in this so-called industry What I see is so many guy sucking dick and beating, cheating on there girlfriend,wife ,fiance ,or loved one, What i be is somebody that's truly treat a women with loved and respect & like she supposed to b treated. What y'all know is only what they provide you with? A guy is a guy even if he's fat or ugly My face is my property, painted up or not Wearing a mask, whatever I have or have not this is an extension of who I be Ain't nobody asking me out and basically I put in mad work for the little that i'd attained Ain't no girl asking me out on a date or to b there boyfriend. But my ever-growing family is spreading in mass Enough to scare the shit out of your playa hatin' ass And you still wanna call me a clone?now I can't x-plain this kinda widespread I'm shedding skins like chameleons just to keep off my disguises Now I'm hearing that this is the only reason that the people like me but they really hate me when my make-up's off'sI am my own worst enemy I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be And why I am the way I am is not a mystery My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy Deranged, confused and mentally abused,my Life'has been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to lose? And what the fuck I got to prove to you? If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me You can put that on my real homies I got problems and they stack like bills And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart I'm such a mess, indecisive, fading away I'm out of touch with society and living today Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away To become the maniac that's got your attention today.I got dark secrets Eventually I told everybody One day I'mma snap and leave a crime scene bloody But they only think I'm playing I'm just shock from Donut Hut They always like "What up shock ?" when I show up But... that doesn't really bother me I suppose Yet there's a darkness inside of me Which eagerly grows When I was younger I murdered off some neighborhood squirrels And this abandoned garage was like my own private world Now it's "Honey, I had a bad dream again" I'm tripping Demons eating me alive and burning within I gotta feed it I roll down another dark street I'm trying to find something alive so I can smother out it's heartbeat I'm thinking a hooker or a child molester You think I'm bullshitting? I reach for my leathers, but I only find my friend's mittens in the glove box Circle some blocks I pick the chick up, I let her suck the dick up, before I cut her neck up She kicked for a minute, not putting much in it I never thought I'd get this mad I'm glad I did it, I admit it Feel so much better, a neck wetter, a throat shredder I got blood on my sweater and I better not get ahead, of myself The first matter is disposal of the body I found the perfect spot out past my Uncle Marty's It's some hidden lagoon where it be dark all the time I dumped her there and got on with mine All my life I've been living it all alone I'm like a king with no people and no crown or a throne And what I'm speaking on is what I'm feeling like Do you know what it feels like to feel the warmth of the sunlight I'd really like to know cause I've been chilling in the dark for so many years that I question love in my heart And I hate everyone, and I hate everything Except for all the Juggalos and the love that they bring