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About Me

A demon in a bunny costume.First and foremost my art is for myself, I have learned much by doing it and also through it. I even purposely sheltered myself from getting into understanding great artists as I grew up because I felt it would taint my style and I swore I would not explore them until I developed my own. I may have missed out on many years of enjoyment from others art but in return I, painfully at times, processed myself through the journey inward. I draw much from my subconscious self and bring it out in front of me in an attempt to understand and learn from it.In the begining I was only abstract and I was satisfied with that since I could see great depths into my own work. When I began to try and share with others I was confused and dissapointed with the results. I, naively enough, believed the images I was seeing in the abstract was something everyone could see. When I learned that viewing abstract depended on the mind of the viewer, I learned that my greatest talent was my perspective.Most of my work is unplanned past the point of gathering supplies and telling myself "you are going to create now", although I have been attempting to dicipline myself through my most recent piece still in process that was planned from sketches and taken to canvas.I may have not yet made it to the core of my soul but I have found the path, twisted and dark as it is at times I am attempting to follow it inward perhaps in the end I will turn inside-out.

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Eyes of Passion
Fiery, thats what you are. You have passion in your soul. You are the person that will defend those that you love with your very life, and to the death. You are not a person to piss off. If ever one you loved was in danger you would be the first to offer to take their place, and without a second?s hesitation.
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My Blog

the jig is up!

So while cleaning up he decides to get my phone from my purse and make a call and sees the usual, lots of papers and receipts, he grabs them to toss them out. I am not a collector, I am totally a cons...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 01:47:00 GMT

All encompassing change

I was all tangled up in life and by that I mean work, bills, making and spending money, consuming, television, sleep, eat and repeat. I knew I was being a robot but I ceased to let myself care, even t...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 14:40:00 GMT

Viva Las Something..

I've been up all night working on the banner that is representing our district at the conference in Vegas and its not even done plus I have to leave in 3 hours, luckily I planned for this and its all ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:08:00 GMT

magical government money and reflections

Finally, it has arrived, the magic money from the government! Money may not buy happiness but it sure does loan out allot of smiles. I should be responsible and use it to pay all my bills, then again ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 14:20:00 GMT

The multitude of my maddness

Its crazy what you find when you are going through your things in preparation of moving, thats right I AM MOVING! Finally out of this Oakland place I have spent far too long withering away in. I thoug...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 21:01:00 GMT

Don’t bother calling the cops, they won’t come.

That's it, I am finally done! I am escaping Oakland! I am going to move closer to work somewhere around Concord/Pleasant Hill/Walnut Creek. Besides living in a four-plex below huge beasts that stomp a...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 20:16:00 GMT

today

How am I ever supposed to re-begin, when its just the same old nightmares over and over again. Logically I shouldn't complain about this path I have made, but when it was created it didn't end up thi...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 23:28:00 GMT

Are you afraid of the dark?

Are you afraid of the dark ? What is it about the empty, deep endlessness of the dark that frightens you? I learned a little about our eyes recently and their function as lenses for our perception of ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 23:11:00 GMT

the sound of silence

It wasnt even all that late as we layed in eachothers arms admist captive silence, the street was eerily still, no screaming children, nor rattles of bass vibrating from cars crawling down the block, ...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:54:00 GMT

the struggle with sanity

I've always known I was different, now I realize I was all along foolishly programmed like the mass of society into thinking I knew who I was. The facade I wore was one that I thought spoke aloud to ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 May 2007 20:01:00 GMT