Dear Mom (just for me but you can read it if you want) |
Dear Mom,
I've been thinking a lot about you in the last few weeks. I can't believe you've been gone for almost 7 years. I still miss you very much, but I guess you probably know that. I really wish ...
Posted by MegaBitch on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 06:02:00 PST |
Scripted Relationships |
Scripted Relationships
Once again, Messiah has laid some new profound statement on me that has made me think and made me want to wr...
Posted by MegaBitch on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 07:41:00 PST |
THE KISS!!!!! |
I had anticipated this kiss for so long that I was afraid that it would pale in comparison to what I had built it up to be. Five years was a long time to wait for one kiss. After this weekend, I reali...
Posted by MegaBitch on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:34:00 PST |
Maybe there is a Santa |
I have to say that this Christmas has been a surprise to me. I guess maybe I changed and that's what made the difference. It's been a long time since I could honestly say that I was comfortable w...
Posted by MegaBitch on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 12:23:00 PST |
Unconditional Love |
Someone that I recently had a falling out with told me that before our falling out that he had "loved me unconditionally&" Just wording it in that past tense proved that it wasn't unconditional. He lo...
Posted by MegaBitch on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:16:00 PST |
Fuck The World |
Fuck The World
Can't you see the rage in my eyes
Laugh in your face the whole fuckin time
I'm thinkin about cuttin your throat
Throw your ass in the river watch you float
Never judge a book by ...
Posted by MegaBitch on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:23:00 PST |
Thanksgiving/James |
When I woke up this morning, I had joy in my heart. I had a roof over my head. I had a car in the driveway. I had food to cook for dinner. I got bad news from my doctor on Tuesday. I expected it,...
Posted by MegaBitch on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 03:03:00 PST |
Why? |
I love God deeply, but sometimes I can't help but wonder why He does things the way He does. Why is it that the people who would love to have children are the ones who can never have them? Why is it t...
Posted by MegaBitch on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:39:00 PST |
My son |
I don't talk about him much to anyone because it hurts me too much to remember sometimes. I had a total breakdown when I lost him and I still wonder daily what our lives would have been like if he wer...
Posted by MegaBitch on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 07:28:00 PST |
I hate you thief of souls |
It never ceases to amaze me that no matter how well I'm doing or how safe of a place I'm in you always seem to manage to sneak into my subconscious. Wasn't it enough that you robbed me of my youth, my...
Posted by MegaBitch on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 05:48:00 PST |
