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sam that i am

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About Me

about me. what about me? hmmm... i love music. i love to sing to it, though i can't carry a tune. :p i even do some dancing but only in the shower. i like to shower. i like to think while i shower. i guess a bit on the quiet side. i like to listen to people. it's interesting what they say when you listen. it's some what weird how warped the world is through someone else's thoughts. i like to dream. though, i can never remember them. and when i do, it's either scary, weird or full of hidden meaning. :p i don't like scary movies. i love movies! if i didn't lose 2 hours (because usually i have something else i should be doing like homework or sleeping) every time i watched one, i think i'd somehow have a player built into the back of my head so i can watch a movie while living my own life. though it maybe confusing at first, i'm sure i'd get used to it. i also love anime. :) my new quote lately is "life is perishable. live it." i like quotes. i like to read. but i don't get a lot of chances to read for amusement. it's kind of sad, actually. i don't like being sad. i like to laugh. i like smiling. i love when someone you don't know smiles at you. not the creepy, i'm-thinking-of-you-naked-kind, but the ones that make you smile back. like a baby's smile. they are so small but so genuine. i like babies, but i don't think they like me. when i think of babies, i think of nirvana's cd cover. i like to swim. though, it requires that i can touch the floor... :p i like being in the water. i miss the feel of the ocean. i love the feel of the wet sand between my toes as the tide goes out. i love the full moon. i love the stars. if you get a chance, you have to see the sky without any street lights. you'd be amazed at how vast it is and how lost you feel. i like the color black. i like sparkles and stuff that glow-in-the-dark. i love science. it's an endless imagination with some proofing. i have somewhat of a big imagination that gets carried away sometimes. i love it 99% of the time. the other 1% is when i'm worried about something, then my imagination tend to blow things out of proportion or think too much into it and warp it. haha. i have a tendancy to repeat myself. sorry. i have a tendancy to say sorry a lot too. apologies. :p i like to roller blade. i like walking too. i like trees and ladybugs and elephants, oh my. i like taking pictures of people, of trees. i find them so intriguing. i have a cat. her name is jinx. i don't know if you believe in love-at-first-sight but i do only because i experienced it three times so far in my life. it is the most unexpected feeling at the most unexpected time of your life. when i first met jinx, i had a love-at-first-sight moment. it was weird since it was with a cat. you can't really ignore these strong emotional reactions, so i ended up adopting her even though i'm allergic. yeah, i'm allergic to basically everything. it's kind of frustrating at times but oh, well. i don't like medicines. if i can, i would rather not take them. i wanted to be doctor when i was little (before 10). i wanted to be one of those doctors who traveled around the world to help those in need who couldn't afford doctors. that was long time ago. i like to remember the past but i don't like to dwell in it. i don't like it when people can't let go of their past. i like looking at old photos. i like seeing photos of places and seeing the difference the aging time causes. it's interesting. i love to travel. i used to drive every where i went. when i lived in florida, the routes were always the same and become very dull after a while. my last road trip was a disaster! almost crashed into a freezing river. that was a little scary. i love bread. like the hawaiian sweet rolls. yum. i want to go to hawaii one day and explore all those islands. sounds like fun. i love pineapples. especially right after swimming in the ocean. i love the ocean. i think i've been spoiled while in florida, a large body of water is about 1.5 hours of drive from pretty much any where. i miss the mountains, though. i like being in a car while someone who knows the area zips though narrowly curved streets in mountain towns. i love the mountain air in the morning. i love rain. i love how it smells, it's so refreshing. i love walking in the rain, whether it's a soft or hard rain. i like getting soaked and stepping in the puddles. i don't like driving in the rain, it makes me sleepy. i don't like having the window wipers on. i like to drive with my window down. it's so free. i can't wait to get a motorcycle. i love to fly. i wish i can fly every where instead of driving. i like to learn. i like trying new things. i like trying different things. there are so many i still have to try! :) i like exploring tho never really camped. i need to explore the depths of ocean floors. i will some day. been kind of a city girl most of my life. never held a gun tho i have used bow & arrow. you should visit an aquarium. it's amazing!! oh my gosh. i just realized i'm blabbing. sorry. well, let me know what you think. let me know if you want to know more. :) you can always message me.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people and animals of all sorts. (ok, maybe not bugs)
sherlock holmes.
lots of anime characters. :p
ghandi.
van gogh.
my 3rd grade teacher, who showed the class the visual illusion of the "bendy-pencil" trick.
my first crush.
my future self.

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My Blog

reminder to proportion

proportion the needs with the wantsfiguring out which is what and why is the only difficult parthow is simple and where does matterthink it through with the heartwho doesn't give the choicesometimes l...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 10:38:00 GMT

about me via survey

Last dollar spent: don't remember.Last beverage: coffee.Last movie: transformers. AWESOME!!Last phone call: text to friend.Last song played: podcast on itunes....
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:44:00 GMT

ever wonder ...

do you have to see to believe?do i get what i want?do i want what i get?what you're never changes,who you're never stops changing ...so how do you know when you're satisfied with who you are and don't...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:37:00 GMT

insomnia

i can't sleep.
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:22:00 GMT

for those with soul ...

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Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 12:22:00 GMT

i'm saturn. nice to meet you. :o)

You Are From SaturnYou're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams.You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).You'll likely reach the top. And w...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 22:55:00 GMT

thoughts in class ...

black & white. give & take.love & hate.peace & war.soft & hard.short & tall.nothing & all. beginning & end.in the end, there is nothing at all.
Posted by on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 03:49:00 GMT

white wedding on a friday

someone is getting married in a hurry on a friday and not a wednesday because that's the white wedding day!! final word to say as you say good bye to you and hello to them. speechless i see. the words...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 22:33:00 GMT

fun in the sun

watching a spectator watching an airshow 4fu-corsair: oh my gosh, you should watch it fly. it's gorgeous!! this is how the sky would look if it is my skin colored.   a mazarati burned...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 12:03:00 GMT

train station in l.a.

architectureEdit...Revert to "architechture" hehe ... thought this must be what sperms look at before running down the corridor to the end through the curtains ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 16:06:00 GMT