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About Me

I have never ever had a place to ever call home. Home is a place where you are happy and safe and that is your own. I have yet to find Home... I am weird. My vocal cords still have not cracked, everytime I answer the phone they ask to talk to my Mommy or Daddy, which of course I don't have a dad. I am illegitimate. I like weird things, I love them a lot. I like dolls and mannequins. I have a fascination with wigs and glasses. I like to scratch walls and play patty cake with them occasionally. I am in search for the "perfect best friend". All the people I know locally, they are too busy to ever hang out with me, I wonder if their lying, because I see them hanging out with other friends from a distance. I think squirrels are cute, and dead squirrels are beautiful. I like the tiles of the floor at the mall, I think they are beautiful. I like to look at door knobs and door handles of doors and admire how shiny they are. I am interested in decapitation and amputation and mutilation. I love to read articles and stories and biographies. Drawing is fun, writing is fun, photography is fun. Watching cartoons is fun, and there is NO age limit to cartoons. The choices in movies are endless. I enjoy doing the laundry. I like to watch pudding in the super market. I want to make an Emo kid cry. I also want to make other people cry and scream and bleed, but I wouldn't kill them because they would be let off easy. I would not mind dismembering someone's arm or leg, or even their nose. I don't get sad anymore, instead I get catatonic. I like to skip bad days by just becoming cataonic for the day. I am quite interested in working with dead bodies. I might get a job in the morgue. Well that is it.Ellie and me in 1998... She was 8 and I was 10.....This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor™ V2.5

My Interests

"When you grow up, your heart dies." Ally, The Breakfast Club Bruze made this. Thanks again Bruze!The Sims 2Tree Drawn By Bruze

I'd like to meet:

I know now, I said I didn't know for a while because I didn't but now I know. I want to meet someone who would be the perfect best friend. Sure people will say "nobody is perfect" but to me the perfect best friend is a friend who will always be there no matter what. The best friend who will be honest. the best friend who wouldn't be ashamed to be around me. The best friend who will be like the sibling that was never had. The best friend who watches movies and plays video games with you. The best friend that walks with you through the woods, throwing rocks and hitting things with sticks. The best friend you could confide in. the best friend who would never betray you. The best friend to show pictures to. The best friend to have pizza/movie/video game night with. The best friend who will be the best friend till the end..... I'm not looking for a date, I'm not looking for romance, I'm not loking for love and I am most definately not looking for sex...... I am just looking for the perfect best friend. Best friends forever. Best friends till the end... That is all I want to meet... And keep.

Movies:

I like many many movies.

Television:

Only when I eat.

Books:

So many books, so little time.My Goodest FriendsIt has been 11 years now, you never came home, I wrote you every year since you left. you never replied. I sat next to the windmill, waiting your return, but you never came back. every year I write, maybe out of compulsion, but I will never forget, I will always write you, even if you never answer. I miss you lots, I am scared at night, I am gloomy in the morning and bitter in the afternoon. I always set a place for you at the table, I never forget to dust your bedroom. I always tend your garden and never neglect to wash your dishes, even though they have not been touched by food. As the skies change colors and the trees die in season transition, I await your return, every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year. I will never forget. Dear sweet Abagail, come home soon.~Jelsophianna~

Heroes:


| View Show | Create Your OwnEllie when she was 8 years old in 1998...The Mysterious Little Blonde Girl (3-D Version of her)"I've decided to scalp you, and burn your village to the ground." ~Wednesday Addams~

My Blog

Info Survey

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Drifting Away To Insanity

Slowly very slowly...Every secondEvery minuteEvery hourEvery dayEvery weekEvery monthEvery year... Nothing gets better...Things fall apart...Everyone is slipping away...Things are becoming more confus...
Posted by ............ on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:18:00 PST

Loads Of Fun

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Posted by ............ on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 04:54:00 PST

The House In The Woods

Two 8-year-old twin girls take a short cut through the woods as they walk home from school and come upon an old spooky house. ...
Posted by ............ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 10:02:00 PST

A script scene for my script writing class

ROAD LONEFADE IN EXT: ROADSIDE (NIGHT)A red Volvo drives with it's headlights on. TIMOTHY HAMILTON is sipping on a Starbucks as he drives. He checks his cell phone then tosses it into the back seat. T...
Posted by ............ on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:59:00 PST

Everything about this picture reminds me of Ellie and me together...

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Posted by ............ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 02:59:00 PST

10 years

I can't believe 1997 was 10 years ago, that year was so current to me, when Nintendo 64 was all the rage, Mario 64 and Mario Kart 64 were brand new, getting used to the idea of 3D video games, being s...
Posted by ............ on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:36:00 PST

The days are growing shorter...

The nights are growing shorter as well... Time is growing shorter... Interest is vanishing. Laughter is a fictional thing. Love only exists in stories and fairytales... Death comes quick... Misery com...
Posted by ............ on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:48:00 PST

Marcy Sullivan

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Happy 16th Birthday Ellie...

Today is Ellie's 16th birthday... I miss her so much... Happy birthday Ellie... I'll never ever forget you... I'll love you forever... One day... I hope we meet again... ...
Posted by ............ on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 12:18:00 PST