there are... |
things i can't speak of that bother me, things that wrap around my conscience that try and strangle me but i cannot speak of them, things that wake me up in the night and make me wonder if i... s...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:15:00 PST |
being single... |
the part i hate i about being single.. the only part... is the need... not for attention, approval, love... but the sheer need for physical/mental sexual release, the gratification that comes no...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:29:00 PST |
wtf... |
i've been talking to this guy on myspace, i really liked him, we've talked for three weeks and he's even come over once to hang out... i talk a lot but when it comes down to it, i'm shy around men...&...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:28:00 PST |
fucking betrayed... |
it's my birthday tomorrow and i have to sit and take being betrayed like a good girl... it's not enough i lost the one thing that made me happy but everyone is pulling away from me.. for no reason......
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:54:00 PST |
i am now... |
single... going to be... the idea is delicious....
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:08:00 PST |
i am |
a fool... for believing i could have something that could never be... it's beautiful tho... wonderful, warm, comfortable... wrong timing... isn't it when you get a divorce, you are now able to do t...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 07:15:00 PST |
Some news... |
i'm getting a divorce.... 7 years and i gave up, i let him control me, the money, my daughter... it wasn't all bad... some of it was incredibly beautiful.... the last year and a half we've grown di...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:36:00 PST |
in particular.... |
this isn't to anyone in particular.... just needed to muse... i sometimes wonder what the hell i am doing here.... i don't want to live here, work here, exist here... i want to go to my homeland, my ...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:37:00 PST |
i'm ranting again.... |
i really hate being a leo... i really do.. to top it off.. i'm a redheaded lefthanded stepchild and a leo.... i hate always craving to be the center of attention.... i have to know what everyone is s...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:11:00 PST |
in for a ride.... |
and i don't even have a seat belt... not that it would fit... i am -i think- starting menopause... i can be anywhere at any time and i break out in a dizzying heat, it's gotten so bad that i've woken...
Posted by ~Midnite Vixen~ on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:34:00 PST |
