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About Me

I graduated from law school at Nova Southeastern University in May, 2005. I have taken the Florida bar exam three times and still need to pass the multistate portion. I would like to practice here in Florida but do not want to take the bar exam again.I'm originally from California and miss my friends but Florida is now my home. Not in any rush to get home to dear old dad and his criticisms. I'm planning on changing the world, or at least making a dent...I like being challenged and push myself whenever I can. People who are in my circle of friends would say that I'm hard on myself and hard on them (OK, I have high expectations for myself and I don't like to waste time with slackers and posers). I'm not afraid to try something new. I never refuse a dare (too many stupid stories there). I welcome new challenges...I tend to be analytical and I loved law school. My favorite authors are Scott Turow, Lisa Scottoline and Brad Meltzer. My favorite movies are "Dave" and "My Cousin Vinny". I believe anyone can do anything if they try hard enough. I am a good motivator, a great listener, and try to be there when someone needs me (regardless of the circumstances). I can be a bitch at times but I take pride in knowing when I should...I grew up near the beach and still love the water. I played soccer and ran x-country in high school though I'm not in as great shape anymore. My new year's resolution every year is to get in better shape. I'm sure you have heard that before. This time I mean it. Yeah, right...I'm looking for that elusive person out there who completes me (and who will let me complete them). I think I'm close to finding her. I'm enjoying the ride and I'm patient... Here is some more about me, if you really care................I hate wearing makeup and most days you can find me in sweats or jeans and a t-shirt... I hate the color pink but the one time I was a bridesmaid she had to choose pink for the dress (my luck)... I dont drink alcohol very often and have never been drunk... Some people find me arrogant because I have no patience for anyone who is immature or unrealistic... I am usually shy around people I dont know and tend to be introverted, but I am trusting, sometimes to a fault... I am an open book on MySpace and will tell someone if they cross the line... I dont like to be judged... I hate posers and people who embellish the truth for their benefit... I consider myself a sexual being and confident in my sexuality... I am not comfortable getting compliments but I like hearing them anyway... All of my favorite shows on TV seem to get cancelled (the latest is West Wing)... I prefer wearing a sports bra to a conventional bra... I dont ever drink fruit juice and very rarely drink soda... I have a bad habit of fantasizing about someone even if I dont meet her... My fantasies are not always PG-13 rated... I would love to spend a night with Drew Barrymore... I think girls who wear club clothes anywhere but a club have self-esteem issues... I hate my Jewish nose but hate the idea of plastic surgery even more... I hate that my dad thinks he is so superior to me... I dont think men understand women at all (case in point: the bra was invented by a guy)... I dont like to be touched by people I dont know... I envy athletic people and wish I had been blessed with more athleticism... I think most California women my age are too self-conscious but at least they try to look good... I think most Israelis naturally look good... I started keeping a journal during my junior year of high school and kept it until I graduated from UCLA... I used to think everything in my journal was private, and now I talk about things far more personal on MySpace... I love the beach and used to go jogging on the beach a few times a week, but I hate swimming... I love watching soccer, tennis, gymnastics and figure skating... I love to go blading and dont know why I dont do it more often... Jogging in the morning is my personal time and motivates me to get the day going... I never pulled an all-nighter when I was at UCLA or in law school... My conscience tends to be right, but I have ignored it in a couple relationships... I dont live with regret and instead try to learn from all of my mistakes and not duplicate them... I make a lot of new mistakes... I consider myself a non-practicing Jew... Even though I am Jewish, I think one of the most life-affirming musicians is Michael W. Smith, a Christian Contemporary singer and composer... I have done things on a dare that I cant believe I did... The two movies that had the biggest impact on how I want to live my life are "Dead Poets Society" and "Philadelphia"... I like living alone and have no problem walking around in just my underwear... I like to cook but dont like cleaning up and I hate dirty dishes in the sink, so I rarely cook for just myself... I occasionally wake up in a hot sweat, and not because the A/C wasnt turned down low enough... My favorite color is blue... I think manna from Heaven must have tasted like Pepperidge Farm Cinnamon Swirl bread... I notice girls panties when they bend over... the girlfriend I experienced the most with was 16-18 while we were together (I was 15-17)... the girlfriend who acted the most mature when we dated was only 17 (I was 20)... I think Tom Hanks would make a cool dad... I went through a black phase when I was in ninth grade... I miss the pace and desire that you find in California... I can act like a JAP (example: the only law schools I applied to were in California, Florida, and Hawaii)... I hate most things with perfumes and have resigned myself to shaving with both Nair and Skintimate even though both smell rank to me... Denzel Washington is the best looking man I have ever seen... I love short hair but Im too chicken to get mine cut short... I love having someones tongue inside me (my mouth or down south)... I hate seeing photos taken of me that show a profile... I never get tired of seeing "The Lion King"... I follow exactly the same routine when I get up in the morning and never ever deviate... I never fit in at my high school... the best I ever hoped for in high school was being invisible... I went through a period in high school where I was the hot gossip and the school slut... I believe in the underdog, the disadvantaged, and the underrepresented... I am altruistic and think that deep down everyone has a good heart... I dream in color... I believe all kids need parental supervision and I detest that some parents think that society should babysit their kids... I find it sexy when a girl shaves... I dont remember any of the Hebrew I learned in Hebrew School or the Spanish I learned in high school or at UCLA... I wish that my first experience with a guy was more like my fantasy, which was cheesy with candles and Yanni in the background... I am uncomfortable riding in any Acura Integra because of memories of my "defloration"... I have no rhythm (white girls disease) but dont mind going clubbing and embarrassing myself occasionally... I secretly wish I was more of a rebel but everything I find rebellious these days involves pain and I am a wimp... I will never get any tattoos even though I find some really attractive... I wish I had the guts to get my clitoris pierced... I miss having a girlfriend to talk to about anything... I know that Haagen-Dazs doesnt mean anything in any language, but boy is it yummy... I love to read and dont mind when someone calls me a nerd... I know someone loves me when she will go down on me before I go down on her... I only skipped three days of class in four years at UCLA... one of the days I skipped was the only day in my life that I never put on clothes... I jaywalked regularly in California but fear for my life doing it here in Florida... I dont like surprises and I tend to move slowly before committing to a relationship... I speak and analyze things differently now that I have completed law school... I love to exercise and cant explain why I didnt do it while I was in law school... I find my dad to be arrogant, closed-minded, bigoted, and unhappy... my dad has made me cry just by talking to me... I will never forget the expression on my dad's face the first time he saw me folding my thongs in the laundry... I envy some people for being stronger than I am and I vow to be a better person.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone real, who won't judge me and will let me finally be honest with myself and the world. I still hope to find that person. Please tell me you are out there...!In the real world I'd like to meet Drew Barrymore and Jill Abrams (bonus points if you know who the Meshuge is, even more if you have read her book).

My Blog

Making (bad) decisions

Sometimes I think it would be easier if I didn't care about anyone and if nobody cared about me. I could live in my vacuum, go about my business and not have any feelings for any of the decisions I ma...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 14:43:00 GMT

My personal Hallmark card

I just wanted my friends to know that I have found happiness again. I keep repeating to myself that there is no rush and I should take my time, but I find myself wanting to smother that little voice w...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 21:31:00 GMT

Searching for elusive answers

My mom got married last weekend. I'm not sure what I was expecting to feel as a result. I know I'm happy for her because she is happy, but I think she was happy before the wedding and I'm not sure the...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:10:00 GMT

Being sick sucks

I want to preface everything by saying that I am almost never sick. I'm not a malingerer and I have never been really sick. All I can remember having was chicken pox when I was little. I never broke a...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:32:00 GMT

Stonewall Fest

What a rush!   I am normally the last person who wants to attract attention to myself as gay. Aside from the VERY occasional trip to a gay bar/club, I make sure not to advertise that I'm lesbian...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 07:06:00 GMT

This assumes I will get married

How old are you going to be when you get married?Put an X in every box that applies to you and add up the blank spaces[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee[X] You keep track of dates using a calend...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 07:00:00 GMT

Dazed

I like to think that I have my priorities straight, and that I'm not (overly) shallow or superficial. I know my faults and my limitations, and I admit that I'm something of a JAP (sorry, you will neve...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 07:37:00 GMT

Hearts Day

With Valentine's Day quickly approaching I have surprised myself by thinking an awful lot about love and what I want from my life.   It is amazing how many changes we can undergo in our lives. I ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:13:00 GMT

Happy new year!

Happy new year to everyone. I hope you had a safe celebration and didn't do anything dangerous (except maybe on a dare). :-)   I apologize for not being on lately. I received an invitation Friday...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:58:00 GMT

What I got for Hanukkah...

It is funny how the calendar can influence so many things. Since Christmas falls on Monday this year I decided to hang out with a former law school classmate last night. I am not a fan of crowds, and ...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 03:31:00 GMT