About Me
[ MY TRANCE SITE ]
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I'm Vince.
Sicilian & Italian.
A beard is my goal in life.
I have a bad coffee addiction.
Green is the color.
Seattle is home.
I produce trance music.
I make metal.
I do vocals in shitty metal bands.
If you wanna know more, read below.
Or, Hit me up.
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I know this whole about me sounds like the most retarded thing you'll ever read, but whatever, Im retarded at times. Hey, I'm Vince. Call me Vincent, Vince, Vinnie, Vincenzo, Vin, etc. There's a lot to me I suppose, so here it is. I always look for the deeper meaning in everything. I'm a tradtional guy, I do things the way they should be done, Classy, and with integrity. I show respect to those who earn it. I come across as a dick at times, I'm a blunt person; But I am probably the most out-going, good guy you'll ever meet. I have a pessimistic attitude from my life experiences, yet I try to find the good in things. I will never hang my head in shame because I'm living after the heap of shit I've had to fight out of. I will fight for my friends, right or wrong, anytime. My friends are my family, and I never regret anything with them, they are my everything I'd truly be dead and nothing without them. I fight for myself, and for my values. It takes a lot for me to trust someone. I believe life's greates lesson is to love. Never be afraid of anything, God will take care of you if you put your trust in him. I learned this after my dad died a year ago (lung and prostate cancer). I believe in honesty, loyalty, respect, strength, tradition, learning, and determination. I never let myself get out of touch with those things. I think about everything in life, every action, life from bottom to top, in areas most people don't. I'm filled with advice, and willing to share. I'm not afraid to die, nor would I care if I did. Never let life get to you, let it make you stronger; Trust me, I've learned. Pay attention to what's around you, and LEARN FROM IT. I value all I have been blessed with, with my life. I speak my mind cause that's the only way to live. I want people to be completely honest with me all the time, no matter what. I guess I am very opinionated; have an opinion on everything. I'm chill with pretty much everyone, so if you want to talk to me, just do it. Seriously, I'm only rude to people who are rude to me, or if they just deserve to be fucked with. I take tradition and family very seriously. I love chillin’ with my friends. I love doing stupid shit, talking about it later, having "intelectual" conversations about life, and just doing whatever. I am always down for a good arguement. My family is from Seattle Washington, and I plan on returning there as soon as I can. My beliefs are based from the Catholic church, but I just do what feels right. I'm pretty much down for whatever. Green is my life color. And kido's, I'm not part of your scene, my rag has meaning. I like chill people. If you run your mouth, I'll fuck you up. I try to live with no regrets on my back. ECH, Family.
-You fuck me over, I won't forget.
Some other stuff bout me, I'm a musician. I'm down for hardcore, metal, trance, rap, 80's, and southen rock. I've played various instruments over the years, I play guitar (3 years), do vocals, attempt drums, played alto saxaphone, and write lyrics. I love to write. I'm in a few bands, Tonberry (vocals), and I make trance, MC Emerald . I don't know what I'd do without music and bands to fall back on, i swear it keepy me sane.
I fuck up left and right like any other human being. I don't like it, and wish to change it. So I'm sorry to anyone I mislead, fuck over, let down, or disappoint. At the end of the day though, I FUCK MYSELF OVER. And yes, I have a heart, and I do regret the stupid ass shit that I do. I can't seem to get where I want to be or figure out how to get WHAT I TRULEY WANT. And I hate myself for it. I say things I regret, a lot. Even though I know what's right, I feel as though I have to settle because I don't deserve what I go insane for. I seemingly prove myself correct over and over.
People Ask: "Vince, why do you like every girl you see?!"
Fact Is, I don't. There is a great dfference in attraction and actual interest. The reason that I attach so easily is because I have companionship issues. I don't have my dad, who was the only loving member of my family, and my mom's family, who I live with, is a fucking joke. They show no love. My friends are not the same, I feel like I can't even be sincere with them anymore because I fear being juged by them. So I cling to women and get heart broken all the time. It fills the empty spot in my life. It's fucked up but I don't know what to do about it. It is safe to say that I really don't give two flying fucks about poeple anymore, or at least most. I have spent all my life breaking my balls for others, even strangers, only to get stabbed in the back countless times. I tend to care less and less about peoples problems every day.
My friends have always been there when I needed them. But now I don't know. Shit isn't the same. We can't just chill without getting high or drunk, and it's sad to really think about. When drugs and sex tear brothers apart when we've stuck together through so much. I'd never give up on them. But it's a matter of opening your eyes.
I know that I'm a bad person. I do just as much wrong as anyone else. And you know what? A virtuous mind dreams what a wicked man does. Shit happens, deal with it the best you can.
Though sometimes I see no point in each day dragging on, I know there is a purpose. As gay as it may sound, the purpose in life is to love. God doesn't promise a good life on earth, but guarentees perfect life when you die. But then again, there are some major religious flaws I see constantly that make me question faith. Nonetheless, always believe.
I see life like a waiting period. You spend your whole life learning the lessons you need to get by. Well, you have these lessons after you've experienced life, so why? It makes no sense. I see everything I want fade by before it moves a fucking inch, ya know?
I don't care about most things, way too long to list. But if i am talking to you and something comes up, I will most likley mention it.Future Plans: Own a night club, go to UW.
I don't know everything about life, nor will I ever. But I try to understand everything, and just live.
Always Think Deeper.
A.I.M
CapoVincenzo 206
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"Everything Beautiful Dies, So I Kiss It Goodbye,
So I Kiss It Goodbye Again."
{My Hero, My Life, My Father, Papa Guiseppe R.I.P}
(The Emerald City, Seattle. 206)
Sicilian
Italian