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vanessa j.

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About Me



it's not About Me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I'd Like To Meet:

......... the person who you
................................. really are
............................................... when no one is watching.

"You're the perfect verse over a tight beat."

.. | ........ | ...

"On really romantic evenings of self, I go salsa dancing with my confusion."

- Speed Levitch

..

Music:

removes the dust of everyday life.

ABC'sauthenticity. good vibes. reminiscing. hearing a 90's song on the radio. rooftops. second chances. dancing. the way the city streets look after it rains. sky gazing. epiphanies. chocolate. conversations. the beauty and grace of lyrical dance. ice cream. camping. unforgettable moments. home-cooked meals. self-made cards. emcees. knowledge. holding hands. artists. spray paint. hats. the two kinds of insomnia and the difference between them. mindful spontaneity. finding myself lost. hard lives. soft hearts. recognizing ignored beauty. compassion. understanding. the smell of clean laundry. winter mornings. summer nights. holding on. letting go.

Films Neo: Why do my eyes hurt?

Morpheus: You've never used them before.

- The Matrix

T.V.

iTuneout

Quote of the Day "Success will not make us big-headed. Some people say, 'How does it feel to be a star?' We don't look at ourselves as stars. 'Cause stars fall. We want to be like the moon and stay put." - Afrika Bambaataa

vanessa j.'s Details

Always: Single
Hometown: (559)
Ethnicity:
Sign: Pisces
Favorite moment: .......... clarity
Currently: learning
Food/Drink: cheesecake / soymilk
Children: ...are the future.
Income: "Those who want much,
have little."

My Blog

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Funny how listening to a simple song can take me back to some of the most amazing times of my life. I was organizing my c.d.'s today and came across a Dashboard compilation you made me. I decided to g...
Posted by vanessa j. on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:38:00 PST

"Homesick in the City"

(Dedicated to Hanford)A train ride home makes the plain skies groanso I'll sit and think of allthe ways you complete mefunny to think:all I wanted was outopportunities to getaway from this townAnd now...
Posted by vanessa j. on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:43:00 PST

THE MORE YOU LEARN

the more you hurt.
Posted by vanessa j. on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:48:00 PST

"My Deaf Painter Wears Yellow"

I miss your tackle-hugsI miss our conversations on the phoneI miss your smileIt's absence has me feeling dry to the boneMay I remind you of that night in your room?I'd take back the moon just torelive...
Posted by vanessa j. on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:13:00 PST

contemplating absence

this summer passes me by like the woman on the bus with her nose in a book too intent on reading the words deciphering meaning beyond meaning that she fails to notice how her ass nudged my elbow and m...
Posted by vanessa j. on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 04:15:00 PST

oh, the exciting things that happen on Muni.

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Posted by vanessa j. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 03:32:00 PST

keep your coins.

As the days go by and Christmas comes closer, i realize how fast my life has gone before me. Whenever this season comes around, i always take the time to reminisce on those certain events that ultimat...
Posted by vanessa j. on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:36:00 PST

[ insert poetry here ]

i never needed more than the stars on your grinto lead me homefor fifty years you were my favorite poem.and i'd read you every night knowin'i might never understand every wordbut that was okay.coz the...
Posted by vanessa j. on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:21:00 PST

If I were you...

I wouldn't be me.If I were a month, I would be: DecemberIf I were a time of day, I would be: 8:31pmIf I were a planet, I would be: earthIf I were a stone, I would be: hardIf I were a bird, I would be...
Posted by vanessa j. on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 09:50:00 PST