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Abdiel, Bearing Wings of Hope

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About Me

I'm Jared, 2 year member of the Californian population, age 20. Well, There is a lot I could say about myself, but it boils down to that I'm a guardian in a sense, I watch out for my friends and that has earned me the title "Angel" or to some "Abdiel". My life is an irony, which isn't really a bad thing, it can just be annoying at times.
I'm the purest person I know. Being pure can be positive or negative depending on who you are. I've also recently discovered I have an allergy to tobacco and alchohol. Go figure eh? I'm biologically incabable of doing some of the dumber things.
I'm a poet and writer, working on publishing my first novel and its two sequels, as well as the various short stories and journalistic projects I'm working on. I'm hugely into video games as well, some of my biggest inspiriation... So yea, you could call me a nerd, but I don't care. I am who I am, for better or worse. I also enjoy playing D&D as part of my writing practices, as it gives me a way to develop characters and interact with other unique enviornments. Good times. I also practice and train with my own unique style of swordsmanship, two 30" english longswords at once, and am always open to sparring partners.
I also recently took the Briggs-Meyer's Personality test thing, and found I am an INFJ. Which is apparently very uncommon. Probably why I was also able to develop the Schizoid personality disorder. If you're curious about either of those, here's links.
http://typelogic.com/infj.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder
I've gotten some College under my belt, but I'm on haitus from that until I get my finances and apartment and what not under firm control. Oy! Moving out and being on my own has been amazing, and really something I needed for myself.
I'm seeing someone, but I'm not giving details until I decide to. Don't ask if you don't know.

What Is Your Battle Cry?


L o! Who is that, running along the tarmac! It is Arcen, hands clutching a vorpal blade! And with a low scream, his voice cometh:

"I'm going to smack you so thoroughly, Buddha will explode!"


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.. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The Alone."When I wake up alone, the shades are still drawn on the cold window pane so they cast their lines on my bed and lines on my face."The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness, melancholy, and patience. It is governed by the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword, or Unrequited Love.As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so much love to give, but thing just never seem to work out the way you want them to. In life, you can be very optomistic, even when things are gray and nothing works out to your expectations.
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You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need.

William Wallace


67%

Indiana Jones


58%

Lara Croft


54%

James Bond, Agent 007


54%

Maximus


50%

Captain Jack Sparrow


50%

El Zorro


46%

Neo, the "One"


46%

Batman, the Dark Knight


46%

The Amazing Spider-Man


42%

The Terminator


38%
Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0
created with QuizFarm.com The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Extreme
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very High
Level 2 (Lustful) Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very Low
Level 7 (Violent) Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very Low
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 70%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||| 16%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people are good at heart.

Chaotic Good


65%

True Neutral


65%

Lawful Neutral


60%

Neutral Good


60%

Lawful Good


50%

Neutral Evil


50%

Chaotic Evil


40%

Chaotic Neutral


35%

Lawful Evil


35%
What is your Alignment?
created with QuizFarm.comI Am A: True Neutral Human Fighter Paladin
Alignment:
True Neutral characters are very rare. They believe that balance is the most important thing, and will not side with any other force. They will do whatever is necessary to preserve that balance, even if it means switching allegiances suddenly.
Race:
Humans are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'.
Primary Class:
Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.
Secondary Class:
Paladins are the Holy Warriors. They have been chosen by a God/dess to be their representative on Earth, and must follow the code of that deity, or risk severe penalties. They tend towards being righteous, but not generally to excess.
Find out What D&D Character You Are , courtesy of Zinious Software corporation
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder : Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder : High
Schizotypal Personality Disorder : Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder : Moderate
Borderline Personality Disorder : Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder : Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder : Low
Dependent Personality Disorder : Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Low
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-- Personality Disorder Info --

My Interests

Ahhh... Writing, Anime, Video Games, drawing, reading, swordsmanship... etc.Writing most of all.

I'd like to meet:

Whoever. People interested in the same things?

Music:

I'll listen to literally anything but emo, punk, rap and pop. All too generic/repetative/annoying to me. But I love techno, trance, rock, metal, classical, some opera, some country... so on.My playlists tend to be the randomly assembled stuff of a madman, hahahaha. _Examples of my favorites:Old School (S&M!)Metallica, Bheethoven, Daft Punk, Linkin Park, Deftones, Newsboys, Mozart, NEXTASIS, Assorted trance and techno, Staind, Three Doors Down, Blind Guardian, Crossfade, Bush, Cold, Byran Adams, Lifehouse, Chevelle, DC Talk, Disturbed, Dragonlord, Dragonforce, E Nomine, Gnarles Barkley, Filter, Frou Frou, Future Leaders of the World, Goo Goo Dolls, Evanesence, Hammerfall, Hoobastank, (Old School) Incubus, Josh Groban, Nightwish, Radiohead, Vivaldi, Shinedown, Semisonic, System of a Down, The Offspring, The Exies, Vertical Horizon, Tool, VNV Nation, Unwritten Law, Zebrahead.There are others, but that's the bulk of my list.

Movies:

Forrest Gump, Saving Private Ryan, The Patriot, Braveheart, Monty Python (anything), Spaceballs, Blazing Saddles, We Were Soldiers, The Maxtrix, Equilibrium, Aladdin, Samurai X : Trust and Betrayal, End of Evangelion, D&D Wrath of the Dragon King, The Last Samurai, Road to El Dorado, The Emperor's New Groove, Tommy Boy, Black Sheep, Uncle Buck, Beverly Hills Ninja, Leathal Weapon, Payback, Passion of the Christ, Clerks, Waiting..., Mall Rats, The Breakfast Club, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, and many more.

Television:

I don't really watch much TV. Scrubs is great though.

Books:

This list would never end if I began. Ever. Its too damn long.

Heroes:

Jesus is my main man. He's just too awesome...

My Blog

Almost a year since my last one

So... I figure it's fitting that I'd do it now. My annual update on my life to anyone that actually reads this. I've been busy with college and work, Best Buy and MJC, woo. Work's cool, still trying t...
Posted by Abdiel, Bearing Wings of Hope on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 05:40:00 PST

Jared, making a serious blog? No Way!

Yes way, this is actually a serious blog. I've decided to post some updates on Jared's current situations in life. Car? LOL... yea, ok, blew a head gasket, potentially dead engine... God will provide,...
Posted by Abdiel, Bearing Wings of Hope on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 11:37:00 PST

:emo:

My life is shit. : (
Posted by Abdiel, Bearing Wings of Hope on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 03:13:00 PST

I am here I guess

Well alright then. I've come to this site... I think I'm just going to try and hang out here.
Posted by Abdiel, Bearing Wings of Hope on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST