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About Me

I'm not your typical generic college girl. I try to make my life as meaningful as possible. Everything I do has some sort of significant purpose. If you knew me, you would know how many thoughts inhabit me. My life is a series of questioning. Is there a God? What is space and time? What is love? In what numeric language is the soul measured? I am left starving for some sort of knowledge, some glimpse of truth in humanity. I am a philosopher, a painter, and a poet. My heart is too abstract to label with english adjectives. Can verbal language even reproduce emotion, or is too much lost in translation from the soul to the mouth?This is a painting I did!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like to meet new people all the time. I think everyone has something beautiful to offer me. I think the best teachers are the everyday people.Musicians like John Coltrane and Chopin are two people I would have really liked to know. I would have liked to hear them play live. To feel the vibration of the music, the delicate suffering when they play. Most of all, I would want to place my hands on Chopin's piano as he played Prelude no. 15 in D flat major. (The Raindrop Prelude)I would also like to meet ee cummings. To be there in the moment of his inspirataion and watch him devour language only to regurgitate it into something that flowers.

My Blog

If this makes sense to anyone, marry me.

If this makes sense to anyone, marry me.  (and i'm sure it won't because i'm "weird") That is all I have to say, because never has anyone so eloquently and originally described "heartbreak". ...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 09:17:00 GMT

I am metaphors and verbs

I have been sitting here at this computer for hours waiting for something to just fall in my reach.  I guess when you feel this empty, you resort to yearning to what the computer has to offer.&nb...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Jul 2005 01:30:00 GMT

distance

I feel sad.  These three words are the most descriptive way I can profess my feelings right now.  It feels like my heart is breaking, and keeps breaking for some unknown and perpetual reason...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:05:00 GMT

poetry

Is poetry the flooding of my soul onto my life?
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jun 2005 14:01:00 GMT

I am living in a house on fire.

I am living in a house on fire.  No fire department to call.  No way out.  Just the upstairs window to look out of while I watch the house burn. I feel like my entire life is on fire an...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jun 2005 22:29:00 GMT

happy valentines day!

happy valentines day everyone! what a nice day, even though its snowing, and cold, and i missed my first class, and i got into a fight with my boyfriend, then made up, then got into another fight, th...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Feb 2005 11:02:00 GMT

blah, gonna try out this "blogging"

ummm, i never posted a "blog" before. haha. it's kinda lame and i doubt anyone is going to read the BS i have to say. right now i'm sitting here at my computer chair... thinking about excersizing, ...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Feb 2005 19:35:00 GMT