My name is STAN, but I got a coo couple AKAs. Born, raised, and resided in numerous parts of the Bay, but never strayed far from the Bridge. Physically indistinctive, uncontrollably average by sight. A young man at the age of 21. Curious and unexperienced, freshly submersed in reality.
Standard Non Conformist. Constantly vigilant of my surroundings, seeking new trends, innovations, mannerisms, and mindsets to incorporate into my own. Some people call it self conciousness, but I prefer to think of it as Perpetual Redefinition.
Clutching intentions of self perfection. Forever focused on personal enhancement and boundary breaking of all sorts. Voracious reader, intense bodybuilder, and (recently) dedicated student. Almost all of my time is spent simply improving myself, even if at the end of it all, I gain nothing more then the right to say, "I was the best man I could be."
Hopelessly taken by seemingly unfulfillable expectations of romance. Constantly seeking my better half disguised as another person. Taught by experience to be wary of potential bonds, though I haven't learned enough to avoid them completely. Hold unrealistic standards that are really only meant to be transcended by someone that won't meet them. Ultimately clueless as to how people simply find each other. Impatiently waiting for time to tell.
Realistic about life. Sometimes called pessimistic, but never by my own account. Attempt with all restraint to remain apathetic regarding trials and tribulations. Accepting of life's necessary balances and lessons, consciously enjoying the good while acknowledging the bad. Very aware of how big the whole picture is and just how small my scope covers, finding peace in my own irrelevance.
Damn. That shit came out mad stuffy. Lemme approach it from another angle.
- Chinaman from the Bay.
- Wild as a muthafucka, but don't get it twisted, I carry myself with commendable eloquence when necessary.
- Never less than a Gentleman when addressing ladies.
- Exhudes friendliness for the most part, but i'll hospitalize a man real quick.
- Verbal Frankenstein. Speech is composed of Vernacular you've never even heard of.
- Extremely concious of purpose in actions. The means are always defined by the ends.
- Led by logic. Ya'll call it "Emotionally Distant", I see it as, Incorruptible.
