Very Important. If you are SMALL MINDED, I DO NOT AND I STRESS DO NOT, WANT YOU TO WASTE MY TIME. I'm not trying to be rude, but small minded thinking brings small gains. I know I may lose some friends on how I think, but oh well. I guess it shows who your friends really are if they chose to leave.
Real quickly, one thing about me. I'm not a fighter. But I am a Defender. And I Defend those close to me with my life. That don't mean I will defend you. I don't even know you. So you're on your own. But those that are in my heart and in my life, I will sacrafice a lot for. But then again, I'm no sucker.
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This is what my fortune cookie told me. I'm thinking it's good advice.
If I was to go out on a date, now this is my type of meal..... oh with a side of sake.
(here are a few picts of my sister and I, hopefully I will soon have picts of my brother Tierney and Damon.... my blood family is finally coming together)
This is my beautiful sushi eating partner and loving sister Killey. I love her to death!! She is one of the very few top ladies in my life.My sis and I celebrating her 19th birthday at Six Flags.
Just me constantly battling to keep the balance of the good and evil within me.
My dog Grace, swears she is a baby.Ok.... first off, I'm about respect. Give it and you'll get it. Otherwise fuck-off!!!. Second, I have been told that at first impression they thought I was either stuck up and conceited, or sounded like I was unapproachable. AS to the stuck up part. I've never believed that what I was or am in any way better than anyone else. I'm very humble and don't allow compliments to get my head big. As for the unapproachable feeling. I'm one of the easiest persons to get along with. Although some might say there is this exterior look that I'm intimidating, once you get past that, you will see how easy it is to talk to me. Now that's not to say that I don't and won't stand up for myself if someone is trying to screw me over. And I've never said I was nice. I can give a fuck if you like me or the way I am. I am me, and I'm not about to change for anyone or anything. If you paid attention to my profile, I'm not looking for anything more than making friends and/or networking (whatever the fuck that means)..... nothing more. Especially since I'm currently of this strong oppinion that most (not all) females can't be trusted and once you dedicate yourself to her, that is the moment she begins to exit your life, just to leave you behind. And unless I know you or if I feel comfortable we probably won't meet.... and if your wondering if this means you, sorry but most likely it does. I'm not trying to be a dick but at the moment I'm not interested.
One of the biggest mistakes a female makes about me when first meeting me, is judging me and labling me as a common stereotype prior to even giving themselves the chance to get to know me. Most come to this conclusion mostly by what they perceive I have or what they think I am about and are very much so mistaking.
One thing about me is that I am multi-layered and because of that I am complex. It may take time to get to know me, but in the end, once you do most don't regret it. I am real and everything I do or say is real. Some can't take it because they prefer living in a world that is candy coated and that's not what I am about.
All I ask is before passing judgment, get to know me. If you don't understand me then ask me. I am very open and very candid. Even more so I am very much easy to get along with and friendly.
One bit of caution though, I am kind by nature and that's because that is the type of heart I was born with (even though it is now pretty much dried up, wasted on those who were undeserving). But I can't stress it enough, DO NOT TAKE MY KINDNESS AS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS. It is not.
I am very independent and its often hard for me to trust people because of experiences in my past. I also would not be surprised if others do not trust me in the begining as well. This is natural to me as I feel trust should be earned and not expected to be just given.
I have a kick ass personality so don't think I'm unapproachable or unfriendly. I just don't want any misunderstandings and I'm very blunt and say whats on my mind. So if you are viewing my profile for the first time, feel free to say hi and I promise I will respond. And with that said.....(and yes, the next part is repeated in my blog. If you have a problem, deal with it). People ask me all the time what type of person I am and how I got to where I am. I had to deal with my dad never doing anything for me, my mom not able to do anything for me, my family turning my back on me, and one person who announced they loved me; use me. So I decided to stand up on my own, and depend only on myself. Unfortunately that has put people in different categories in my life. There are those that are close to me and mean the world to me, and I would do anything for. That group contains only a very, very select few. There are those who I really careless about and I careless what happens to. Mostly strangers but some are people in my life. And last the people I hate with the most intense disgust and I wish nothing but the worst for them. This group I wouldn't piss on fire to put them out. That particular list is growing and are in this category because of the ill they have caused and their careless regard. They only have self gratifying and self serving intentions. All the while at the expense of others. Yes I spit on this group and in summary I say Fuck 'em!!!
Here is the promotion photo and box cover of a documenary I was involved with. And believe it or not it almost won an Oscar. Can you find my pict in it?Catching up with old friends (Norma and Mayra), after years, who were co-stars in the movie above. I tried my best to hide but they still got me. How come Mayra got cut out of the pict??? Hey look Norma is even on the picture of the box cover from our documentary.
So this is how i would look with long hair.
Norma and I in cartoon.
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I have to reiterate this point about me, and I can't stress it enough. THE BIGGEST THING I FUCKING HATE, ARE PEOPLE WHO FLAKE. DON'T WASTE MY FUCKING TIME AND I PROMISE I WON'T WASTE YOURS. IF YOU SAY YOUR GOING TO DO SOMETHING I EXPECT IT TO BE DONE, AS I WOULD HOLD MYSELF JUST AS ACCOUNTABLE.
This does not go to any one particular person or persons, but I don't think my point sinks in....
******NOTE***** Just because it may say I am online does not mean that I am here or available. I often take off and leave my computer on.
I am the type you can bring home to meet the parents, but behind closed doors, that is a different story. I wouldn't mind a long-term relationship. I am a mixed mutt but I have been told I look Puerto Rican. I am the type of person who enjoys good time and at some times, throws caution to the wind. I am very opened minded and don't get offended very easily. I have been told that I mostly attract people by my spirit and personality and usually keep them by my integrity, loyalty, honesty, and commitment. I don't know if that is true or not but I know I do have a good heart and try to do the right things. I also have another side that is, to some, taboo and very thrilling, and completely different from my characteristics. I keep this personality reserved for the one special person though. I am also generous but some have made the mistake of taking my kindness as a sign of weakness and then made the mistake and became surprised with my backlash. I do have a career and I am a professional, and based on just looking at me you probably would not guess what I do. My current career is exciting and pays well though. For now it is a secret, but if you are curious to know what I do, just ask me. I will give you a hint, it is a job that most kids look up to and want to do when they grow up.
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Although it goes against me, I have learned not to trust anyone.
I have been called very nice, very charming, and very caring. But I have also been called an ass and a dick from females because they were interested in me. I didn't pay them the time of day because I was with someone at the time. And to be honest, I just didn't give a flying fuck. I am just a very loyal person only to the one I am with.
As you can probably tell, I have no problem speaking my mind. I don't care what anyone thinks or says. But when ever I have something to say about someone else, I try to communicate respectful and tactfully. At least until I can't they don't let me anymore then..... Ahhhh fuck it then, its on. I am a very good person with a warm heart, I know what I want, and I have so many goals. I just don't have time for any bullshit and I won't take any.
If you want, you can reach me at AIM/AOL: [email protected] or Yahoo: [email protected].
A couple of picts when I was at the Oscar's. That statue is really heavy.Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds
