I am paranoid. I grew up reading the Hardy Boys and have always been the cautious one. I believe it is dangerous to put personal information up on the internet. I believe there is some database recording everything it can about us, and I believe that there is a chance - however slim - it can target anyone, expose them, and tear down their lives in an instant. I'm not talking of AIs that do it by themselves yet, people are ruthless enough to do it without an AI's help. I am not a fatalist, I realize how infantisimally small the chances are that it is me that would be found. I realize how useless it is to worry about things like that. I realize only the possibilities that may be.....--
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--....I doubt myself at every turn, but no one sees it. I will not be admitting record of this Space to my friends-- I am afraid of someone, any one person, knowing all of me. I fear they would find me undesirable and dismiss me as a person, despite what reassurances I may recieve otherwise. Therefore, any that read this will not, in all likelihood, know me. For some odd reason... that does not worry me.This is me.
My Interests
I'd like to meet:
Either my alternate self from another dimension or myself from the future.
My Blog
The darker side of me.
The side of me no one ever knows. The victim of childhood emotional abuse.I don't know what to say. I can never be sure how to wrestle with the emotions I find rolling around sometimes.&nb... Posted by on Sun, 25 Jul 2010 20:50:00 GMT
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I wonder if anyone will ever see this one... As said before, I don't plan on sending this to any of my friends so it will be interesting to see if anyone ever stumbles across it and me in the pr... Posted by on Tue, 30 Mar 2010 20:04:00 GMT