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About Me

I'm living a life I never quite dreamed I'd be livin'. I don't do as much now as I once did, perhaps it's age or just plain laziness. I'm married to my sweet lover... who just so happens to also be the father of my two BEAUTIFUL children! Our little guy is 8 years old now, and sister bear is 4 years old. Baby Owen will be 10 months old on Monday(22 March 2010)! One day I just might grow up, but until then, I'm livin' as it comes and loving most of it along the way!Hurting... having to bury my baby sister, Gina, I don't think I'll ever be the same again. Living with this pain, this constant aching pain is not something I'd wish upon anyone, ever. Gina was a beautiful person, and a wonderful sister. I miss her so very much, every day! Growing older seems so insignificant after seeing such a young life gone. Gina was 23 years of age, pregnant with her second son, and so very happy. I love you, sweet baby sister! I miss you everyday!

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Misery

The uncontrollable flowing... The never ending tossing and turning...The unpredictability... the tears, the nightmares, the emotionsNever to understand,Never to know!Always aching, always in painA...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:31:00 GMT

Hurting...

I've read blogs posted by friends before, saying such things as don't take anyone for granted, you never know what may happen, etc... Well, we've all lost someone, a grandparent or a parent or an aunt...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 16:15:00 GMT

Please excuse me

I've typed blogs in the past that weren't very nice. I can't expect people to be able to give up their lives, that don't include me on a daily basis to keep in touch with me as much as I'd like. No on...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 16:08:00 GMT

blogging

I'm blogging and I don't know why... I don't feel this blogging thing anymore... probably cause I don't feel anyone reads or cares... but whatever.July 2008, Ben turned 7 years old... He had a good o...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 05:43:00 GMT

Matt’s surgery

Matt had surgery on his back this past Wednesday. It was an outpatient surgery, and he is doing great. The surgery was at 906AM and we were able to leave the hospital about 530 PM that evening. He had...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:12:00 GMT

updates

I'm sitting home alone. Matt and the children are in Oxford right now, and I have to work tonight. Ben doesn't have school today or Monday, President's day holiday, and Matt doesn't have classes on Fr...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 22:59:00 GMT

Jasmine is the baby

I grabbed Jasmine up earlier, and told her she was my baby. I started rocking her and holding her like a baby. As I'm doing this, she says "I a baby" and says "wa wa wa". So very very cute!!! Jasmine ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:58:00 GMT

so this is what relationships have come to?

Friends reading each others' blogs, and making occasional comments, instead of making occasional phone calls or even utilizing our wondeful snail mail offices... Is this really how the world keeps in ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 23:34:00 GMT

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The holidays are here, good grief, where did the year go? My baby girl will be 2 years old next month, speaking of which, I need to make her a check-up appointment... poor thing, she'll have to get sh...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:16:00 GMT

Ah, Thanksgiving...

What a wonderful day it was for our family. We visited Matt's family this year, so we went to 3 different houses. They all live in Oxford, which is 2 hours from Cullman where my family is. I ate lots ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 14:40:00 GMT