My life has been a quest to discover who I am, in the deepest sense. For most of my life I have felt very uncomfortable in my skin, confused and frustrated by the oddity of "being human." I was convinced that I was an alien, separated from my people. Life felt meaningless, and it was difficult for me to connect with other people. Ultimately, the life I was living did not satisfy the deepest yearnings of my soul.
Then, about 13 years ago, through a series of synchronistic events, I met a very wise Being who began to help me AWAKEN from a deep, trance-like slumber. I saw the world with new eyes, realizing that it was all an illusion created by our thoughts. I began to understand that we see what we expect to see, that we create with our thoughts and emotions, and that we can experience other 'realities' and dimensions right here and right now, if we can just break away from our habitual thought patterns, perceptions and behaviors. That's what I wanted. I wanted to find out the Truth of my existence. I wanted to know the meaning of life. And now that I was starting to get answers, my life began to have meaning, and I was excited to be alive!
In order to live an extraordinary life immersed in the 'mysteries', and to gain access to further Truths, I became a Hermetic student within a very powerful esoteric tradition. It has been over a decade since I was first initiated and ever since then, my life has been an amazing journey of self-discovery, magick, mysticism and seeking to know and understand the Truth for myself.
Beginning in the Spring of 2007, I began to undergo another dramatic shift in consciousness. I call it my Second Awakening, because it was (and is) just as dramatic as my first, if not more. It is shifting my entire belief system again, and raising my vibration to levels I have never experienced before. I attribute this awakening to the shifts in the mass consciousness, to which we are all a part. All of us will experience this shift to some degree (some more dramatically than others) and it will continue accelerating in the coming years.
My intention is to know who I am, where I came from, and what I am here to do. I want to create as authentic a life as I possibly can, which is to be living in perfect alignment with my true Divine essence. It is also my intent to help other people awaken, heal, and 'remember'. I am excited about the shifts in consciousness that are now occuring, and I am thrilled and honored to be a part of it.
