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I've never loved anybody else but myself. thats not being selfish. its just having nobody else there

About Me


"Maybe its because sleep is like a little slice of death, and when you wake up, its like your reborn to a new day"
I'm Sara Blair, and here's my bullshit speech; I can honestly say that i Am a person with artistic or literary interests..Who disregards conventional standards of behavior. I refuse allegiance and oppose by force of an established government or any ruling authority. I also have a slight repugnance to Being stared at. so dont do it please. Just remember, Your only clever to just a sertain Extent And i happen To draw the line of your marked Wit. i tend to pollute minds into My Actions, And twist others to my ways. My advice to you is Bite off more than you can chew, then chew it.
"Your amazingly talented, dont cut yourself short hon, life should be lived with the confidence to be the person you want to be.."
To me beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time.i think You can have power over people as long as you don't take everything away from them, because once you do, they have nothing left to lose. I think that Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites, Which is a good way of thinking, if you were to ask me..And A good heart is better than all the heads in the world...So What about apearence? Its only a shape, a color, and flavor, so why not savor people for what they really are? instead of listening to an invisable cast of hippster judges, who only give Thumbs up, and thumbs down to Out comming and upgradeing trends...
"Love Doesn't fight Fair. You build up all these defencess, you build a whole suit of armor, then a person; not any better then any other stupid person. Walks in, gives you a smile, a few words; and you hand them your heart. they didden't ask for it. And then the words 'i just want to be friends' rot you from within taking that armor, and the wall you built around yourself; and shuting out out. Love is cruel; it leaves you alone in the dark..Love-is-pain..But, i cannot live without it."
Nothing Trully gets under my skin, But from time to time, i do itch somthing horrible. I think if you really are mad one minute, its 60 seconds waisted on petty bullshit. I stay happy, but im not happy all the time. im not going to lie and say i'm bullet proof, Each hit stings untill the guilty pleasure consumes me and clogs my vains. I dont fake like im okay, im open to being the sad one, i dont give a shit what people think, end of story.. If you honestly hear somthing, and cant block it out, cant ignore it, then i advise you not to try, and slap a ho. If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate something about your size? Always write angry letters to your enemies. Never mail them. i think you should, Speak when you are angry and make the best speech you will ever regret.
LOVES: I love my hair, its one of gods manny gifts to this planet. I love my friends, and family; face it, they're more dope then you'll EVER be. I love my useless talent to twist my hand all the way around..I love daisys. I love tim burton, FALL OUT BOY, and music in its self. I love johnny depp, he makes me love charector acting. I love Dr.frank-N-furter, he sways me. I love my life, whether the dreams i have are lost or found. I love to sing, i dont care what you think of my voice, i love it, and i think i sing prettyful. I love people who adore me, And i adore them in return. I love all my EX boyfriends, and my new ones to come, though i dont think they'd say the same aboot me. I love life, And all that comes with it..
HATES: I hate people who think they know everything about me, but really only know the basics. I hate how i'm not who i want to be, or where i want to be. I hate when people try and be me, plus its somthing you REALLY shoulden't aspire to be. I hate my chin, i hate my legs and feet. I hate school, and i always have, infact school is the one thing holding me back from what i want to do, when really its supposed to help me. Figures. I hate ignorent people. I hate BITCHES. I hate people who pretend they have problems, when really their life is ten times better then mine. I hate when people judge me in a repugnant manner. I hate how people come up to me and say what they think of me. I hate how i love me so much. I HATE SHARKS. I hate most animals, sept for horses and dogs and cats...And somtimes fishys. I hate people who think pot is bad. FUCK YOU! DONT BE HATEN! i hate people who get drunk then that becomes an excuse for what they might have done. I HATE MY FATHER.

My Interests

I ♥ Dita

I'd like to meet:


Music:

Gymclassheroes, Electric uh-oh!, the academy is.., fall out boy, P!ATD, MSI, AAF, AFI, radio head, this providence, three days grace, alesana, escape the fate, screaming mechanical brain, my chemical romance, queen, the darkness, the black rose, KISS, The Hush Sound Less Than Jake, Lifetime, Paramore, Powerspace, Punchline. And Manny manny More!!

Movies:

Benny & Joon Blow The Brave Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Chocolat The Corpse Bride Cry-Baby Dead Man Don Juan DeMarco Donnie Brasco Edward Scissorhands Ed Wood Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Finding Neverland Freddy's Dead: The Final Nightmare From Hell Happily Ever After The Libertine Lost in La Mancha The Man Who Cried Nick of Time A Nightmare on Elm Street The Ninth Gate Once Upon A Time In Mexico Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest Pirates of the Caribbean: World's End Platoon Private Resort Secret Window Sleepy Hollow What's Eating Gilbert Grape.

Television:

sponge bob, beavis and butt head, futerama, the doodle bops, family guy, the nanny, golden girls, mind of mancia, will and grace.

Books:

Edgar alen poe books, mayflies, tim burton's Clam boy and storys.

Heroes:

These are some more of my heroes.

My Blog

some like it hot.

its a silent world without you,Telling me your fondest dreams,Swept off the mantel due to terrified screams.People lie and people cheat,But sometimes lies are sweet.And always the lies cheat us.Go on ...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Mon, 07 May 2007 07:13:00 PST

Music box

I open my life,and its a music box,Full of color,And things unseen,My world is scary,But its only a dream.Trees reach beyond the skys,Blue roses,Black butterflys.Maybe this isen't important to you,But...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:55:00 PST

Heaven yes! hell no.

Snow flakes,They all have a diffrent story.But you, your unlike them all,They all are diffrent,But your the sweetest of all.you melt,In the palm of my hand,Your a puddle now,But your life hasen't come...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:45:00 PST

Think of me, Think of me deady.

I am dead,Dead with art,Dead in the soul,"here lyes and un-found artist"Aiming for her dreams,But breaking her promise.She tryed so hard to live,but people held her head down.So here lyes her dreams, ...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:33:00 PST

Hearts are like fruit; they always go bad

I let him go;the one i thought i didden't love,now looking back i wish i would have.I let him go;the man whom was always there.I let him go;He will never know i miss him.I let him go;Though i wish he ...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:30:00 PST

The one you never won.

Let me give you poetic justice, let me give you the dawn of the end, You say these words, but they haven't sunk in yet, no tears glisen, i guess i just dont listen. For my own best, lay this relation...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:45:00 PST

Fake mirrors

This is rude crude and still a bit honest,listen to my words,i never keep my promise.Love me, thats another story,be me,and i look to be boreing.Obsessed and over-stated,your fashion is so over-rated....
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:47:00 PST

Your not good enough

pain heals all time,bitten at the neck of crime.lost at sea with nothing to be,feel the waves crashing like cars.try as i may,i cant find shore.this is my weakness,though i won't implore.your causeing...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 06:05:00 PST

TO: my heart

TO: my heart is somthing true,bleeding through my love to you.lost without a cause,and broken from withdrawls.You gave me hope when i fell.Somthing more then i can tell.a shadow to my back,and the moo...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 07:32:00 PST

She had it commin'

Excuse my sharp marked wit,i been running from the dogs,i been losing the weight of the fall.And im honestly wondering if this is worth it at all.with you running your mouth like you ever knew,stoppin...
Posted by Sara Smiles" on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:16:00 PST