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I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

"You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before"


marcella is what what they call me
or
cella, chella, fatass, bitch, fatass bitch

history NERD
elephants make my heart skip a beat
music is what i grew up with
the hugest kid at heart
not being able to travel SUCKS
i love germany, sante fe & boston
hot wings & sushi are the way to my ♥
european bands make me smile
i laugh too much & too loud
im over everything
i want to leave CA
i care to much for my own good

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anybody that can make me laugh

My Blog

*sigh*

I find myself searching for something that just doesn't want me. Around and around I go. Feelings return, wanted, yet not wanted. Lost in my mind of never ending questions. Questions of what ifs...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 10:29:00 GMT

dead & hopeless

The world has made me numb. People and life have made me dead to my feelings. You have made me completely and utterly hopeless. Dead and hopless. Watching the world pass me by, without taken a s...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 16:56:00 GMT

no idea

what to do anymore.being told 100 different things doesnt make any situation better.lord knows ive been trying  to make this "relationship" work, even if it still is a "relationship" i dont even ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 11:18:00 GMT

actions do speak louder than words

i never EVER believed that it was true until recently. it seriously feels like everytime that i experience it it just hurts more and MORE. i dont know what to do anymore. it feels like a constant stab...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 21:04:00 GMT

marcella by the beach boys

(hey yeah marcella)(hey yeah marcella)Shes a bright girl(hey yeah marcella)Hey hey(hey yeah marcella)Mystic maidens more than soft and sexyShe can mess my mind with the stuff that she knowsHer new fou...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 15:27:00 GMT

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everytime im alone latelyi start to cryi miss him so much. im determined to get the tattoo for him as soon as i cani love(d) him so much.i miss him with all my heart.why did he have to go?i never told...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:18:00 GMT

for ur entertainment

1. WHO YOU BE?2. ARE WE FRIENDS?3. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?4. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME?5. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON ME? OR ANY OF MY FRIENDS?6. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD.7. GIVE ME A NICKNAME ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 22:20:00 GMT

this is sooooooo beautiful

"In the beginning of time, the skies were filled with flying elephants.  Too heavy for their wings, they sometimes crashed thought the trees and frightened other animals All the flying grey elep...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 18:33:00 GMT

tag! im it

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic, " six weird habits/things about ME," and people who get tagged need to write a blog about their six weird habits..things" as well as state this rul...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 18:17:00 GMT