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Melissa Fay

just someone who needs a helmet

About Me

finding new worlds in life...mon chaton, mis novia bella, my baby.. my exhale... my heroin shot. you take my breathe away. je taime...live off instinct... -in·stinct 1 : a natural or inherent aptitude, impulse, or capacity 2 a : a largely inheritable and unalterable tendency of an organism to make a complex and specific response to environmental stimuli without involving reason b : behavior that is mediated by reactions below the conscious leveli've recently fallen in love with fire dancing... introduced to me by two amazing people at seprate times that have came into my life since starting school.too fucking good.. it kills meandrogynous. narcissistic. - pes·si·mist. 1 : an inclination to emphasize adverse aspects, conditions, and possibilities or to expect the worst possible outcome.I ENJOY SMELLING MY FINGER NAILS.. EATIN POPSICLES UNDER A HOT SHOWER.. AND LIVING LIFE FEELING LIKE I'M IN A NINTENDO GAME. ENERGY SPEAKS. I DO WHATEVER I WANT. AND I'M NOT VERY NICE. THE END.
M Masculine
E Excellent
L Lively
I Important
S Serious
S Strange
A Awesome
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My Interests

meet me there.Picasso_old guitarist_so good....exhale...astonishing.eternal love.the extreme sport of origami.london. i will live there soon.art. adventures. venation. flowers. broken umbrellas. light houses. weeping willows. tea. kites. london. france. india. japan. photos. ribs. bubble gum. juice boxes. bonsai. my skateboard. spicy foods. sail boats. fog. popsicles. drugs. whales. sleep. candles. rain. yoga. trees and large bodies of water.

I'd like to meet:

optimistic people that will balance out my usual pessimistic thoughts. someone that i can laugh with and loves adventure. also.. the babe that dances on subways without any music playing.. ha ha. minus the girl to the left of her.

Music:


Movies:

300, pans labrynth, mulholland dr., imagine me&you, GIA, peter pan(the new one), the blue planet-seas of life, gummo.. dancer in the dark, EDWARD SCISSOR HANDS, sleepy hollow, RULES OF ATTRACTION, the city of lost children, AMERICAN HISTORY X, BIG FISH, and everyone should watch meet your meat(THE MOVIE THAT MADE ME WANT TO STOP EATING ALL TOGETHER)... they go on and on... i love movie time

Television:

the simple life, the L word, sex and the city, family guy, reno 911, super market sweep.

Books:

weetzie bat. the perks of being a wallflower. twilight.

Heroes:

NAH..... I LOOK UP TO NO ONE. THE ONLY MAN ABOVE ME IS ABOVE ME. .. THATS RIGHT.. I DO IN FACT BELIEVE IN GOD.... BUT NOT SO MUCH THAT IT'S A MAN.. NOR IN ANY RELIGON. YOU FIND GOD OR YOUR HIGHER SPIRIT WITHIN YOURSELF ON YOUR OWN. THERE IS NO BOOK. THERE ARE NO WORDS. IT IS NOT ONE.. BUT THE SAME THROUGH ALL

My Blog

FUCKIN NEW YORK CITY!!!

CHRYSLER BUILDINGME UNDER A BRIDGE OR SOMETHINGUNDERGROUND SUBWAY STANCEA KISS BEFORE GOTHEM CITYAND AFTER ITNO ECHO AND AMAZINGOH THE AGE HELD OVER THIS PLACE. IT'S SO GOOD.haha... that was danielle....
Posted by Melissa Fay on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 01:14:00 PST

i'd rather die young..

I'd rather die young than grow old without you So don't ever leave me whatever you do To see someone's picture where my picture hung Believe me my darling I'd rather die young I'd rather die young tha...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:09:00 PST

it is coming. the crash

like a changing leaf in autumni'm fallingslowly.............my grasp is tearing from all i've held ontothe days are getting colderand the sun refuses to shineshe chooses to hide in graymany other leav...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:31:00 PST

THE MORNING AFTER

08.06.2006(JOURNAL WRITING)SHE IS GONE.DO I UNDERSTAND MUCH OTHER THAN THE FEELING OF STANDING IN THE CENTER OF A MILLION PEOPLE AND STILL FEELING MORE ALONE THAN YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU COULD FEEL... NO...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 10:30:00 PST

A SLOW WALK TO HEAVEN

YOU COME TO ME WITH WORDS OF GOODBYE.NOTHING TO MISS... NO REASON TO CRY.ONLY CLOSE TO ME WHEN YOU GET HIGH.NO FACE WITH EXCITEMENT.. ONLY A SIGH.YOU MUST FORGET HOW OUR LOVE IS RARE.HOW I UPPED AND L...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 05:43:00 PST

THOUGHTS THAT AREN'T SPOKEN ALOUD

CURLED UP IN A LITTLE BALL HOLDING MYSELF...I FEEL I MAY EVAPORATE.NOTHING EXISTS.. EVERYTHINGS THE SAME.. NOTHING IS EVERYTHING.YOU CAN NEVER PLAN ON ANYTHING. AND IF YOU COULD.. WHAT WOULD IT REALLY...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Mon, 15 May 2006 07:32:00 PST

UPDATE ON THE END OF THE WORLD..WEATHER YOU BELIEVE OR NOT

I POSTED THIS A WHILE BACK AS YOU CAN SEE FROM THE DATE BELOW...THE RADIO STATION WE WERE LISTENING TO AT WORK.. RIGHT HERE IN SEATTLE TALKED ABOUT SOME ONE THEY KNEW GETTING THIS... IN THE THICK TISS...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 11:27:00 PST

HERE I AM... TAKE ME AWAY

SOMEWHERE IS MY HAPPINESS.... ALMOST A SICKNESS.. I THINK OF YOUR FACE.... AND THOSE BIG BROWN EYES LOOKING INTO MINE SO SWEETLY.. SO.. SEDUCTIVELY... SUDDENLY EVERY BAD DAY FALLS HARMLESS AND OVER...
Posted by Melissa Fay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

IM HERE!!!... IM HOME...

SEATTLE.. SEATTLE.. SEATTLE... DAMNIT... I REALLY CANT EXPLAIN HOW PERFECT EVERYTHINGS BEEN.. THIS IS THE SMARTEST THING IVE DONE IN WELL... PROBABLY FOREVER!!! I GOT ALL MY STUFF IN MY NEW ROOM......
Posted by Melissa Fay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

SO IM MOVING TO SEATTLE...

ITS TRUE.. ILL BE HEADING OUT FEBRUARY 13th... LITTLE DANIELLE WILL BE GETTING A ONE WAY PLANE TICKET OUT HERE TO RIDE UP THERE WITH ME.... I KNOW WHAT EVER ONE THINKS WHEN THEY HEAR ABOUT THIS.......
Posted by Melissa Fay on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST