About Me
About Myself
My name is Clay aka Peter Pan. I love to smoke, my cancer of choice is Marlboro Smooth. Im 19 years young wishing time would just stand still. Thru my years I have learned that change is inevitable. I can't do anything about it unfortuantly, I just have to live with the cards that are laid out in front of me. Im trying to be a better person and so far it doesn't seem like its going to well. I have been told that I am fake. But people just dont take the time to get to know. They judge at what they see on the outside. I am Gay. I have gone thru bashing and name calling. Where ever I go I get hard looks and chilling whispers. But I have learned to persevere I try not to let things get me down. This is were the hard facade comes from. But I have been trying to soft my look and become more friendly. I have found out that if I just keep the right music around I will be fine. Music has helped me thru so much. There are times where I feel down and thinking that life is over. But I just throw on some good lyrics and happiness flows right thru me. Also my friends they have helped me thru anything. I have a great crowed surrounding me. They are so supportive of everything, and I love them so much. Night is my favorite part of my day. I love to stare at the stars and dream of floating thru them. It would be my own personal playground. Making all the dreams in my head real. I wouldn't be judged, hated, or loved. It may sound lonely but to me it creates harmony. I cant think of anyother place I would rather be.
-Clay Chanel.
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In the desert.
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter-bitter", he answered,
"But i like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart."
-In the Desert,
Stephen Crane
Why is the moon so lonely ?
Cause she has a lover, His name is Kuekuatsheu, and they lived in the spirit world together. And every night, they walked in the sky together. But one of the other spirits was jealous. Trickster wanted the Moon only for himself. So he told Kuekuatsheu the Moon asked for him to pick her some flowers. He told him to come to our world and pick some wild roses. Kuekuatsheu didnt know once he leaves the spirit world, he can never go back...
Every night, he looks at the sky and sees the moon and howls her name but they can never touch again!
