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☆LoTuS FlOwErS☆

if someone dosent truely love you for who you are. what the fuck makes you think they'll love you fo

About Me

uh huh i would wear that hat =P+Never Again. I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine. Maybe when you find out that I'm dead, you'll realize what you did to me. And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me++My blood is ice, cut me and none will flow...My heart is shattered, stab me and no damage will be done++You Had Me Hanging On I Guess You Just Let Go Of The Rope+Banana Wax
i like things that stand out different from everything else I love when people make me smile :3 sheesh i cant believe what it must be like for my english teachers, hm.. oh well i'm passing most of my classes till i decide to get lazy and and just fail at life oh wait i already do e_e thanx eric :/ oh i hate like seriously Hate bad spelling which makes it bad for moe. And Awe the day i'm typing this the really hot guy w/ the really hot motorcycle is leaving *sniffle* i think i'ma squirt a tear. People seem to love me ^-^; i hope.. or their just secretly hating me OMG I BET THEY ALL ARE OMG MY LIFE! MY FUTURE!! MY SANITY!!!!!!!!*runs away crying* no but really i bet half the people i talk to would rather squeeze lemon juice in their eyes and run around screaming while everyone laughs than listen to me rant about the world ;3; mostly jonny and momo i swear their like my journal ^u^ i tell them everything but some only one of them should know. But yea apparently i'm a very loud obnoxious clinging person i jump attack cling and love ..

My Interests

What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no heart and that he couldn't love or ever be loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants wrong. This dude would go thirty times around the earth if you would ask him to. A person who threatens you must really have a death wish.
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I'd like to meet:



My Fukked Up Friends O.o
I had 1 friend...

Momo

Samnah

Ryan

Big Brother

Machete

Marshums

Parywinkle [the crack fairy]

Austin

Xe

Mike

John

My Lover

David :o

Kat

Megan?

Beth

Bitches

Music:

30 Seconds to Mars, AFI, Alice in chains, A perfect circle, Blaze, Blink 182, Bloodhound Gang, Boondox, Bowling for Soup, Butch Walker, Cascada, Cindy Lauper, Coheed and Cambria, Cold, Coldplay, Crime Mob, The Cranberries, CrossBreed, Daft Punk, Daniel Beddingford, Dark Lotus, Dashboard Confessional, Deftones, Depeche Mode, Dir En Grey, Dope, Dresden Dolls, Echostream, Eisley, Elize, Eve 6, The Faint, Flaw, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Frou Frou, The Goo Goo Dolls, Gorillaz, Helalyn Flowers, HelloGoodbye, HIM, Hot Hot Heat Incubus, Insane Clown Posse, Jar of Clay, Jumpsteady, Kill Hannah, Killswitch Engage, The Killers, Kittie, Kittiegasm, Korn, Lifehouse, Lillix, Lorene Drive, Louis XIV, Malice Mizer, Marilyn Manson, Monica Mancini, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Necro, Negative, New Found Glory, Nickelback, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Panic At The Disco, Pantera, Pearl Jam, The Pixies, Placebo, Poison the Well, Porcelain and the Tramps, The Proclaimers, Rage against the machine, Rammstein, The Rasmus, Red hot chilli peppers, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Rockell, Royksopp, Sarina Paris, Snow Patrol, Subnoize Souljaz, Staind, Stone Sour, Theatre of Tragedy, The Strokes, T.A.T.u, Tool, Twiztid, The Used, White Stripes, White Zombie, Zug Izland,it took me foreber but i alphabeticly organized it i think @_@

Movies:

dazed and confused,when mars attacks, XD coneheads, joe dirt, the fifth element, donnie darko, my summer of love, unleashed, friday,fox and the hound,40 year old virgin,spice girls,big money hustlas,just friends, Date Movie, fight club,the girl next door,Butterfly effect,The new guy,Dodgeball,Without a paddle,Kill Bill 1 & 2, Breakfast on Pluto :D

Heroes:

Momowho is always there to cetch my tears =[ i'll miss you

My Blog

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Posted by I Giraffe on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:26:00 PST

whore D:<

Do you mean it? Does it really matter? Did you feel it? Shards of me and my love for you scatter. Did you see it? The crippling of the free bird. Did you hear it? Screams for faster, mor...
Posted by I Giraffe on Sat, 12 May 2007 07:03:00 PST

so anyways >?

i've been thinkingsort'veD: thanx for constantlypointing out that i'm not so friggin britemeany -___-but yea i've been sortve irritatedcausing me to just be different ish yea i know sheeshi'm so descr...
Posted by I Giraffe on Thu, 10 May 2007 10:23:00 PST

why cant we ever go back

I Wish I Could Make You SeeJust How Much You Really Mean To MeHow I Would Give Anything To Be Able To Crawl Into Your BedAnd You Tell Me Everythings OkBecause Your There And Nothing Bad Was Going To H...
Posted by I Giraffe on Thu, 03 May 2007 04:23:00 PST

to have you

  everyday & everynighti lay awake staring at theceiling wondering what itwould be like to have you here with me.....
Posted by I Giraffe on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 04:25:00 PST

WTFUMS

she is a whore a dirty filtheh whore >_>...... For a complicated girl, she ain't that hard to figure out. says: love you too babeh :: 7023 :: says: o.o :: 7023 :: says: well For a complicated girl...
Posted by I Giraffe on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:14:00 PST

its for you

i love you momo i just get so frustrated not being able to see you that my sadness turns to anger towards you i do love you i miss you i'm sorry i'm not the best at showing my affection   just ...
Posted by I Giraffe on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:35:00 PST

Morgan Your Never Leaving Me

Moving In W/ Me Yep I'm not Gonna Let Her Move >:/I Love Her Alll Too MuchSo Your Not Right Chris MwuahahahhahahaOh She Has New Pictures And If You Dont Have Her Addedhttp://www.myspace.com/51488735he...
Posted by I Giraffe on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 02:23:00 PST

Cotton Candy Love Smiles

i dont understand this... none of it adds up right i'm told i'm not ugly =[ but how can i believe wut i dont see sammy i'm sorry i dont mean to frustrate you.. i loves you i loves you jonny i love y...
Posted by I Giraffe on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:19:00 PST

SHA BLERGUMS quotes by me O.o;??

Without My Crown I'll Smile Just For You  Lets Take Emty Pictures With Our Heads To The Sky Tears Arent Ment To Be Beautiful I Dont Want To Be Alone...Is That Really Such A Selfish Thing To ...
Posted by I Giraffe on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:03:00 PST