Miss Kittiness

I'm a pretty shy little bunny, but I push through it by having an amazing outgoing self confidence. I try being really bright. But everything that burns really bright will perish early. For some people I like this flame they can't forget or resist, but for most I go under the radar, they forget they have met me a billion times before. I think its because I'm not crazy pretty. People always make an effort to remember pretty people. I'm not a loud person, I struggle with the fact that most people don't hear me talk. I speak in a whisper, but in my head its like a loud yelling.
Self confidence is weird for me. I can prance around in clothes that people think are out of fashion, I turn my nose on them. I will boldly walk up to a stranger and ask them "why they think what they are doing is a good idea?". I can tell a boy he is beautiful to his face and not blush, or fault. But inside sometimes I hate myself. I hate how I look and what my parents gave me for features. I envy beautiful girls and how easy they get it sometimes. Sometimes I'm too scared to be caught looking at myself in the mirror in public. People think I'm conceited and I shouldn't be because I'm not pretty enough.
Clothing wise, I have a strange sense of style. I use the word style here, because it's what's important. Fashion is something someone tells the masses they should wear. Style is personal, the way someone put pieces together to make and outfit. I don't follow fashion. I piece weird things together and just make them work. I lot of people say i have great style. My ex-flatmate seems to think I'm really elegant, god knows why. She said to me once, "Its like living with Jessica Rabbit".
Personal style is really important to me. I currently operate a website that documents the street style of Melbourne people. Feel free to check it out. It updates monthly. Melbourne Eccentric street style. www.messtlye.com
"I love your Hell Bent Attitude to having FUN." - wildrose (Livejournal)
It's really important to me for you to enjoy life. Fun is something I hunt down like a ravage dog. I can't live with out it and my life is filled with it.
I'll never grow old of having fun. Fun will probably kill me some day...but who cares.
Lifes journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well persevered body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting " Holy shit...what a ride!"
One thing you should know about me. I'm in love with my car. I have wanted this car since I was little and now I have her. I love her to bits.
I currently live in Melbourne CBD. I love it. I'm having a love affair with my city. I love everything about Melbourne. It's a city you can feel safe in. A city that has so much written on its walls. I have a photo album on here that has a collection of photos from my city.
I use livejournal, not the myspace blog. http://misskittiness.livejournal.com/ .
Its a very photo oriented journal. Detailing many adventures I engage in.