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Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself... know what you want. you cannot imagine how much fun we're having all our young lives we search for someone to love... someone who makes us complete. we choose partners and change partners. we dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect....who might be searching for us.
this is my reason for living... my daughter riley...
fuel, as i lay dying, he is legend, killswitch engage, anberlin, avenged sevenfold, the agony scene, a static lullaby, my chemical romance, the killers, blink 182, armor for sleep, atreyu, brand new, between the buried and me, norma jean, dead to fall, lots and lots of hardcore that you don't understand, dillinger, finch, new found glory, taking back sunday, mae, thrice, underoath, the used, yellowcard, the starting line, thursday, gratitude, norma jean, bleeding through, mewithoutyou, foo fighters, glassjaw, emery, dead poetic, funeral for a friend, and lots of others.
Wind Chime
Current mood: apatheticThis is my heart hanging
Take your gun and rip me apart
I'm not tired, I'm quick to ache
It's not pain, I'm to blameYou be pretty, I'll be shamed
I came, saw you and smiled
Yeah this song is written about you
It's because my nights are empty
and thinking of you is what I do.It's the lack of companionship
My horrible massacred relationships
A sad desperate cry to be noticed
Your true, far from the lotus(eaters)I can't articulate the way that I feel
Maybe I'm a genuine fake in line
But I know how you felt
On my door step, wishing I had
Saying sorry now doesn't change the ending to this storyI'm not alright, I'm not okay,
Can you please say
You don't want it to be this way
I'll lie and say it's just fineI can't say it, I'm far too awkward
I'm not alarmed
Can we pretend this didn't happen
Just stand in the street
Kiss under street lamp lightOh I swear, I swear
I want this floor to be ours
To spend the night to hear what you have to say
I miss our conversations
Of my devastation, resignation, hopeless situationThis is not love, This is a mistake
I promise myself over and over
That your not the fire
That came from this matchI wish I could say it
I can only write it out
To say how I clout
the veins to my heartI wish I was a robot,
not a bleeding art of fancy words and lies
Dream on, I tell myself
It's loneliness that resides in this house.Bed space, sexual currency
You weren't, your not
Verbally hot and ready
I'm only asking for one more long night
Speak to me, Talk to me, I won't lie to meThis is not love, This is a Mistake
But sometimes I feel that it's so true
If it's so wrong, it's feeling so right.
Lay night away, next to you today
This is not love, This is how I feel about you.And will you hear it?
Will you hear it when I do it.
I'll scream with every ounce of air in my lungs
I'll scream till blood soaks my tongue
I Scream so you can understand
I whisper so you'll ignore my hand
As it touches your throat
My lips press against yours
Doctor's Orders
Stop Breathing, Stop Breathing
I've taken it away
the pain that pains you night and day
Stop Breathing, Stop Breathing
Doctor's Orders
The chime of hell
the sound of bells
I've given up on lust
it's only about us
I'd rather kiss and cuddle
then be quick and settle
for what they wanted
Listen. Flood. Flutter of Wings. Insides. Melting. Writhe Away. Stay. Go.
Tomorrow Morning, we'll speak of nothing
Stop...Let the air escape your mouth
Skin peels back into flaps
trace your fingers against me
close your eyes, you won't need to see
You lit an inch, and you burned away a mile
It's okay.
Better to go out in style.
Stop...Breathing.
the big lebowski
i never watch tv. unless grey's anatomy is on.
the catcher in the rye
my little brother, matthew