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Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself... know what you want. you cannot imagine how much fun we're having all our young lives we search for someone to love... someone who makes us complete. we choose partners and change partners. we dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect....who might be searching for us.
this is my reason for living... my daughter riley...
fuel, as i lay dying, he is legend, killswitch engage, anberlin, avenged sevenfold, the agony scene, a static lullaby, my chemical romance, the killers, blink 182, armor for sleep, atreyu, brand new, between the buried and me, norma jean, dead to fall, lots and lots of hardcore that you don't understand, dillinger, finch, new found glory, taking back sunday, mae, thrice, underoath, the used, yellowcard, the starting line, thursday, gratitude, norma jean, bleeding through, mewithoutyou, foo fighters, glassjaw, emery, dead poetic, funeral for a friend, and lots of others.
Wind Chime Current mood: apatheticThis is my heart hanging Take your gun and rip me apart I'm not tired, I'm quick to ache It's not pain, I'm to blameYou be pretty, I'll be shamed I came, saw you and smiled Yeah this song is written about you It's because my nights are empty and thinking of you is what I do.It's the lack of companionship My horrible massacred relationships A sad desperate cry to be noticed Your true, far from the lotus(eaters)I can't articulate the way that I feel Maybe I'm a genuine fake in line But I know how you felt On my door step, wishing I had Saying sorry now doesn't change the ending to this storyI'm not alright, I'm not okay, Can you please say You don't want it to be this way I'll lie and say it's just fineI can't say it, I'm far too awkward I'm not alarmed Can we pretend this didn't happen Just stand in the street Kiss under street lamp lightOh I swear, I swear I want this floor to be ours To spend the night to hear what you have to say I miss our conversations Of my devastation, resignation, hopeless situationThis is not love, This is a mistake I promise myself over and over That your not the fire That came from this matchI wish I could say it I can only write it out To say how I clout the veins to my heartI wish I was a robot, not a bleeding art of fancy words and lies Dream on, I tell myself It's loneliness that resides in this house.Bed space, sexual currency You weren't, your not Verbally hot and ready I'm only asking for one more long night Speak to me, Talk to me, I won't lie to meThis is not love, This is a Mistake But sometimes I feel that it's so true If it's so wrong, it's feeling so right. Lay night away, next to you today This is not love, This is how I feel about you.And will you hear it? Will you hear it when I do it. I'll scream with every ounce of air in my lungs I'll scream till blood soaks my tongue I Scream so you can understand I whisper so you'll ignore my hand As it touches your throat My lips press against yours Doctor's Orders Stop Breathing, Stop Breathing I've taken it away the pain that pains you night and day Stop Breathing, Stop Breathing Doctor's Orders The chime of hell the sound of bells I've given up on lust it's only about us I'd rather kiss and cuddle then be quick and settle for what they wanted Listen. Flood. Flutter of Wings. Insides. Melting. Writhe Away. Stay. Go. Tomorrow Morning, we'll speak of nothing Stop...Let the air escape your mouth Skin peels back into flaps trace your fingers against me close your eyes, you won't need to see You lit an inch, and you burned away a mile It's okay. Better to go out in style. Stop...Breathing.
the big lebowski
i never watch tv. unless grey's anatomy is on.
the catcher in the rye
my little brother, matthew