living |
i spent the last couple hours wondering why i even bother trying to live. i'll never be able to love. normally i blame everyone else for my condition, but i know i'm lying. it's all me. i know i'll ne...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 08:12:00 GMT |
no point |
what's the point of this life. no faith no hope no love. time passes but nothing changes. what do you do when "god" doesn't even work?
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:54:00 GMT |
no end in sight |
it's starting again. the tears. for a while i was in this post-despair pseudo peace where i gave up the pain of hope and the delusion of love to just survive and be numb. maybe this is a good sign, th...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 01:19:00 GMT |
Solitude |
Man's first experience was solitude. Alone, he had time to reflect, to think. He experience the world around him.Alone, he wondered why he was here. Alone, he found God. Or you could say God found him...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:17:00 GMT |
again |
When I lived in a big city and I would cry a lot. Several times a day, big face-swelling sobs. At first it was embarasing, but as I realiezed no one cared, I didn't care. I st...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 21:42:00 GMT |
reflection |
I wish you had lived up to my dreams.What you could have been, it was amazing.I had so much hope, a mountain of hope,Kingdoms grew on that hope.but i look at what you did...the ruinthe wasteall those ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 19:59:00 GMT |
"smart" people are dumb |
In lieu of having a real sac and telling my pansy ivory-tower pseudo-intellectual professor that I've heard better critical-thinking from a comic strip, I'll rant here. She made this comment, so com...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:48:00 GMT |
Religion |
Nobody's allowed to use the word "religion" anymore. It's become the most meaningless pudding I've ever heard. When religious people sway and chant the mantra "where not religious," when people who go...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 14:08:00 GMT |
Little men with their little kingdoms, |
Little men with their little kingdoms,Flex their hands and reach their arms,Grabbing, taking, yanking, vying,Little bits of power,Morsels ravaged by dogs.They hold up their visions,Fueled by an ego fu...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 01:54:00 GMT |
Coffee and donuts are not the body and blood. |
Neither is hawaiian pan bread and grape juice.I point out that there should be some respect and reverence for the body and blood of Christ and suddenly I have a "religious spirit"!? but that whole phr...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 00:47:00 GMT |
